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omg!! today effin sucked...and i mean big time it was the worst ever!!!...ok to start it all of last night my bro told me that he had to leave at 6:30 am. to get to school for sum basketball thing...(ok well i was thinkin not...b/c every time he says hes gotta b at school early..well he never gets up)...ok that was kool..i just got up eailer..and i started to get ready..well after i got out of the shower i went back to sleep...well i come to find out hes not even goin to school and my mom is leavin in 10 min and my hair is still wet n' i have alot to do b4 im ready....(its not lyke she wants me rydin w/ her ne ways)....so i didnt ryde w/ her...i finish gettin ready and i come down stairs and ask my dad if he'll take me ....not gunna work...he had to finish somethin for work that was due in 1 hr. ( i really didnt wanna b late either)...so i go to my bro and ask him if he'll take me and he was lyke " my arms and legs hurt and im tired" and he said sum more stupid stuff...then finially lyke 15 of askin ( and my dad givin him gas money) he takes me. well i get to school......and that was all good ne cool......till i get to lunch......well i come to find out...sum1 has been tellin alot of ppl stuff a/b me that i wanted to tell em myself and....screwin w/ the words ( ya know lyke changin em aroun n stuff) well i was soo mad! a/b that...my best friend was kool w/ everything...... so that was good......then i get to practice.....well one of my friends is......"dissapointed" in me! omg wtf is goin on.........apperantly she has been told the same stuff as my best friend(gah ppl ming ur own business!).......and ya kno 1st of all its none of ur business......2nd ya know its not ur lyfe.......and its not ur place to say wat i should or shouldnt do....and ya know i tried to explain to her the situation.......but she is still dissapointed......ya know if ur really my friend......u'll respect my descisions and leave it at that......but she didnt so i guess she's not as good of a friend as i thought........well not only that she con'ed me into helpin her get back w/ her ex......but......she failed to mention the fact that sum1 else really likes him!.....and i felt horrible a/b that!! i wish i wouldnt have helped her...gah im so dumb wtf was i thinkin!?!......she really makes me literally sick!......gah ppl these days......ya really dont know who you can trust!!......but i will hafta say my good good friend talked......and listened to me and helped me feel better! gah i luv her!.......ok well after practice we were lookin at are uniforms.......and we were jokin around.....and i said sumthin......and this guy comes out of no where.....and says "well their better than you so just watch out!" ok.....no...... i might have takin it better than i did.....if i didnt have such a bad day......then i go outside after practice and wait for my ride......well wata ya kno its not there!!...well i call my dad and hes doin and appt. sum where far away and its gunna b hrs b4 he can come get me......ok so i gotta wait.....then he calls me back and says.....that he gave my bro 10$ in gas money to drop me off this morn..... and pick me up after pract.....well....he was a no sho......as usual.....and i called him and well we went on and on w/ it and he never came..and my sis bein the usual b**** that she is......well that really all you need to know a/b that.....well i call my other bro....he cant he dosent have ne gas. thats kool....b/c i know he would have come if he had gas....at that point i was mad.....sad.....and everything else that is bad that u can feel at once well yeah.....i was it!! then he called back and he said he'd get me a ride......he found 1!! thank goodness.....hes the best!!.....and so is my dad!!.....he kept callin to see if i was gettin a ryde n' stuff......i would have asked sum 1 at the school but lyke evry1 was gone......but i got home a/b an (1) hr and 1/2 later! then my sis is botherin me as usual!.....gah i really really dont like her at all!!!!!!...i wish i could drive.....but im just to scared!!!...i know all this may not sound that bad....trust me it was.....ud proally just hafta b there!!