Jan 22, 2004 00:32
Today was a pretty bad day..I dunno I woke up feeling like shit and didn't go to school which I needed to do! Everything seemed to remind me of Chris just talking to a friend that's all she asked about (Danielle for those who know of her)I dunno I just miss him calling just to say hi..I think he turned out to be different than what I thought..how sucky! I just really miss him a lot! Sometimes loves a bitch huh?
I went tanning, which relaxed me some but still, I've been having a few issues with one of my roommates but I think it'll get better soon, we've both been kinda moody lately..
Can't wait for Amber to come home...it'll be nice to see her and actually talk to her in person...She's an awesome friend u all know this! :) Sometimes I just need a hug and for someone to tell me they care...not a hint am! hahahaha I know u care, and i'm ok without a hug might be a lil weird lol! jk u know what i mean though!
Try to look at things in a better way and just stay away from all the bad things, and i did it for a few days but today wasn't a very good one! Sometimes I just need a good laugh..I dunno
Confused about Ron, not like do i like him or not? cuz i know i dont'! just feel kinda bad...am u know...
I wish life would get simpler as we get older but it seems like it's getting harder!
BAH!