meow.

[babydoe]

i make cat noises all the time.
who knew?

so...i've been on set for this film. it's called blood-face, yes? a western. yes. i shoot people. but we film all night. literally. six in the evening until six in the morning. and it's an hour away. not gonna lie. it's a little rough. a lot rough. and so much food. so much. it's controlling me. and i'm not into that.

film acting is perhaps not my strong suit. i think i'm getting better though. i wish i could go back and reshoot all of the stuff from the first day. c'est la vie.

i'm disgusting. i can't stop eating. i can't run for shit. i'm out of shape. i have bad skin and excess fat...pretty much everywhere. when the fuck did this happen?!

haha, i graduate so soon.
derrick bought me sweet kicks for valentine's day.
i feel bad because i didn't buy him anything.
i don't have so much money.
...and here i am, browsing flights.

damnit.
i always want to go.
anywhere.

audition next week.
audition the following week.
a regular week.
spring break.
six weeks left after that.

i can make it.
one day at a time.