...i don't think about capes.

[babydoe]

i don't have the words. or the strength. or the energy. to be doing this again.
...and i shouldn't have to.
period.

i need to lose a poundito a week while i'm still in college.
this probably won't happen, since i never work out.
...because i use all of my energy for other things.
here i am again, walking on egg shells, choosing my words.
for what.
it's not a question.
there's no good answer.

what the fuck am i doing?
all the time.

no.
i don't know yet.

enough of that.
i'm starving.
i'm exhausted.
my chest is aching, and it's increasingly difficult to breathe.

in news about my life...
i got the last slot for the georgia shakespeare audition.
i'm not going to upta.
i am going to mwta.
i need to work on that shit.
i'm lazy.

that's all, folks.