spacey.
today's my last day in david's apartment. sheet beetch. our stuff is everywhere. it is amazing to me to think that by the time i leave for LA on wednesday, i will have moved from one apartment to another, packed for my trip, cleaned david's place, hopefully sent some mail and deposited some cash, hopefully turned on some utilities, maybe even bought a tv and some food, unpacked my stuff into my new place, taken my world cities final, had my spinning audition, and made my flight on time.
haha, how will that ever happen? [je ne sais pas.]
i won't see peter in LA, and i probably won't see darren either. these two facts upset me greatly, the first more than the second, but it's alright. i have a little space from it now, and i feel like it might be for the best. i won't have to divide my time. i'm there to see jenn and the city anyway. yeah, i'm going to do some laundry and pack today.
mmm, i got my herr did yesterday.
...and sometimes, i wear funny hats in the mall.
so i'm reading you suck (a love story) by christopher moore...and it's probably the funniest shit i've ever read. [i know. i'm derailing from my summer reading list. i'll never finish narnia at this rate.]
it's startling to me how content i am with my life right now. i am so happy that this summer happened. yeah, i know, i'm not happy my grandma died or my dad lost his job or my house was robbed...but i knew from the beginning this was going to be a bad summer, and something good was going to come from it. the good, though, i can't put into words as easily as i can the bad...but i guess that's how it always is.
that feeling sort of reminds me why i believe in god.
much too much.
haha, how will that ever happen? [je ne sais pas.]
i won't see peter in LA, and i probably won't see darren either. these two facts upset me greatly, the first more than the second, but it's alright. i have a little space from it now, and i feel like it might be for the best. i won't have to divide my time. i'm there to see jenn and the city anyway. yeah, i'm going to do some laundry and pack today.
mmm, i got my herr did yesterday.
...and sometimes, i wear funny hats in the mall.
so i'm reading you suck (a love story) by christopher moore...and it's probably the funniest shit i've ever read. [i know. i'm derailing from my summer reading list. i'll never finish narnia at this rate.]
it's startling to me how content i am with my life right now. i am so happy that this summer happened. yeah, i know, i'm not happy my grandma died or my dad lost his job or my house was robbed...but i knew from the beginning this was going to be a bad summer, and something good was going to come from it. the good, though, i can't put into words as easily as i can the bad...but i guess that's how it always is.
that feeling sort of reminds me why i believe in god.
much too much.