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sooooo this weekend was one in a half......
friday got some snow....went to the party at mikes. made a huge mistake. went home disgusted with myself. then went to brandons for a bit. i like him. i do. it sucks. i dont' think he feels the same but confuses me when he kisses me. duh. as it should with anyone. hate it. then sat was kinda low key but went to flanigans. that bar is creepy and a bunch of old people singing kareoke. got to see rockstar singin his shit. it was good seeing the flint boys and becky. talked to brandon (another one, the hot dog guy) who runs the kareoke. we definetly click well. hes a decent guy too. he reminds me a lot of my brothers and i can deal with those guys. then me birtha colin and liz headed to the matrix and seen mary and ryan.... just a weird night.. came back to my house listend to records where i passed out on my floor. woke up to colin kicking me. and then i went to bed. during that day though i hung out all day with gibson and eric. weeeeeiiiirrrd. but it was a good time i guess.
picked up helen from the airport drove around with pete. we decided to never have a weekend that just happened. came home and slept but not enough. i'm at work right now. just got done with partial of my homework but my computers gonna die. i have so much to do. i'm so behind on life. i hate this. i can't seem to get back into the swing of things. i need to not be on aim or messenger for a while i think. it will save me from a lot of stress. i think i need to not talk to certain people for a while. i think i need to do more homework. i think i need to spend more time at the library, gym, etc. i think i need to stop doing drugs, drinking. i think i need to change myself.........
but no matter what i can't bring myself to do it. like the killers say 'change your ways while your young.' hmmmmmmmm
friday got some snow....went to the party at mikes. made a huge mistake. went home disgusted with myself. then went to brandons for a bit. i like him. i do. it sucks. i dont' think he feels the same but confuses me when he kisses me. duh. as it should with anyone. hate it. then sat was kinda low key but went to flanigans. that bar is creepy and a bunch of old people singing kareoke. got to see rockstar singin his shit. it was good seeing the flint boys and becky. talked to brandon (another one, the hot dog guy) who runs the kareoke. we definetly click well. hes a decent guy too. he reminds me a lot of my brothers and i can deal with those guys. then me birtha colin and liz headed to the matrix and seen mary and ryan.... just a weird night.. came back to my house listend to records where i passed out on my floor. woke up to colin kicking me. and then i went to bed. during that day though i hung out all day with gibson and eric. weeeeeiiiirrrd. but it was a good time i guess.
picked up helen from the airport drove around with pete. we decided to never have a weekend that just happened. came home and slept but not enough. i'm at work right now. just got done with partial of my homework but my computers gonna die. i have so much to do. i'm so behind on life. i hate this. i can't seem to get back into the swing of things. i need to not be on aim or messenger for a while i think. it will save me from a lot of stress. i think i need to not talk to certain people for a while. i think i need to do more homework. i think i need to spend more time at the library, gym, etc. i think i need to stop doing drugs, drinking. i think i need to change myself.........
but no matter what i can't bring myself to do it. like the killers say 'change your ways while your young.' hmmmmmmmm