Jan 24, 2006 01:28
things really couldn't be any worse at this point. well yes worse but things definetly went down hill. me and ryan had a bad conversation...well good i guess in a way. but we've decided to take things way slower and maybe just talk. he still wants to talk but i said i don't think i can hang out with him if he already thinks things are getting 'dangereous' between us. sucks but i can't say i didn't see this coming. he has a girlfriend so i didn't expect anything to happen but i would have rather seen how it went then being told right away how its going to go. he keeps trying to hook me up with gerry and i don't want that. that meaning the situation.
the other downfall is when my dad sent me something i forgot from christmas i threw the packaging away. he called me and left a message asking if i got the letter. i didn't. what was the letter?? oh it was 200.00 check. for me for nothing other than being his daughter. wtf! did that luck really happen to me??
my mom said shes trying to get us a trip for ireland for spring break. the only issue is the deal thats going has a limited givings so if there aren't any tickets left then we don't go... her best friend is hooking us up with it so she'll let us know. but i'm sure that won't work either.
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