So I had the talk with him.
So I just did one of the hardest things I have had to do in a long time. I told him that after my birthday this Friday that I need to not be around him for awhile so that I can have closure on this situation. That after all this maybe we can be the friends we always wanted to be in the beginning. Saying all the things that I wanted to say while tears came rolling off my face like a water fall. This will hurt for a long time. Healing comes so painfully.
Just breathe.
Just breathe.