I guess I need to move on completely...

[babydeelite]

I guess in order for me to move forward, I have let go of the past. The question is how do I let go of you? How do I let go of someone that causes me so much joy and so much pain at the same time. You are intoxicating. Like a drug I need and want, but that I know is bad for me. Why must you always be on my mind? What is it about you that I can't let go of?

Do you know why I can't stop thinking about you?

Perhaps I will be able to let go of you someday but for now I guess I will just keep on thinking of you.