If You Love Me, Won't You Let Me Know?
Sometimes, I completely surprise myself. Like this weekend for example.
I went camping. - YES - Camping. And i survived!
The fbook pictures are up in case no one believes me.
On the same note, I have let my stupid heart get out of hand again.
I made a pact with myself after the last mistake that I would just have fun and leave commitment behind.
But he is KILLING me inside...He has me going crazy by ignoring me, so I give it right back to him and make him go crazy. When we are together, I'm speechless...nothing to say, but nothing that needs to be said - just being near me is enough.
And when he hugs me...I think I die inside.
I hate him because he makes me happy, but I will not admit it to him.
Let's see if he figures it out.
Goodbye crazy dee? - depends on this summer.
***dee...<3.