*My ShittyFied Day!* <3
gah I never knew Jonathan could get so mad until today. like he never got to come over yesterday cuz he wanted to spend time wit his boyz, and I guess I was okay with it it kinda made me mad but not really. I talked to him off and on all night so it was okay. anywayz he promised he'd come see me today but he didn't cuz his mom wouldn't let him leave his house. so like i was bitchin cuz i didn't know what was up i didn't know his mom wouldn't let him leave. so I called Jarred and Joe's and they wasn't there, but me and Shann called back and Jarred answered and yanno I was like tellin him how me and Jonathan didn't get to see each other and askin him what I should do and he was like here talk to my mom she'll be honest wit you. his mom gets the phone and was like tellin me Jonathan was a player and he was gonna be one until he grew up and that from what she heard he played me. and right after she said that she said I love him like he was my son but it's the truth. but hey they're are otherz, you can go out with Jarred! what about Jarred? and Jarred was like yeah! what about me? Jarred is supose to be Jonathan's best friend...
I was soo mad so I called Lacey cuz I didn't know who else to talk to, and I realized tonight too that she is actually a really good friend. I was like 'Jarred and his mom told me Jonathan was playin me and shit' and she was like 'Ill be there in a min' and not even 3 minutez later she was at my house grabbin my phone callin Jarred. she was like 'tell me how he played her' and Jarred wouldn't say shit so I took the phone and he told me 'all I'm sayin is Nikki Cagle, the back of his car, New Years Eve.' and I was like thank you bye. I told Lacey what he said and she grabbed my arm and was like let's go. so I got my cell phone and put it in my back pocket and my mom was like what are ya'll doin? and Lacey was like I'm gonna take her to my brother's we will be back by 8:15 if that's okay. yeah we didn't go to her brother's, we went to Jonathan's work. Lacey speeded the whole way there and she was probably more pissed then I was she was shaking. and Tara kept callin me cuz she lost Zach and she was tryin to talk me outa not goin to Jonathan's work. but we got there and parked next to Jonathan's car and all his windows was down and some jacket or something was hanging out of one of them so i took it and folded it up and put it back in the car. we went in and this guy was like 'Jonathan you got customers' and Jonathan looked up and was like 'Ah they can wait on theirselves' and he smiled and I just stood there and Lacey was swingin her keys around and he was like 'oookay or not' and I was like 'yeah' and he was like 'you look pissed' and I was like 'really? go figure.' and he was like 'I am sorry I didnt come by your house today.' and I was like 'that's not it, do you have something to tell me?' and he was like 'uhm no not that I know of' and I was like 'are you sure' and he got this huge smile and talked in this voice that always makes me laugh...and his smile usually makes me not be mad too and he was like 'I LOVE YOU BABY AND IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER I DID' and I was like 'no. and the baby voice and the smile aren't gonna work for this' and he was like 'well what do you want me to say' and I was like 'what did you do New Years Eve after you took me and Shann to my house?' and he was like 'I hung out wit my boyz...I was wit Jarred and Donny' and I was like 'oh so you didn't see Nikki Cagle?' and he was like 'uh we went by Amanda Tedescoe's house and said hey but that's it' and I was like 'oh so you and her wasn't in the back seat of your car doin shit then right?' and he was like 'no.' and then all these people came in and he had to take their orders. when they left Lacey was like 'fucking look me in the eyes and tell me you didn't cheat on her cuz Jonathan you know I will fuck you up if you did or even came near doing it' and he was like 'I SWEAR' and I was like hittin my nails on the counter and I was like 'Lacey we gotta go fuck it' and he was like 'no baby lemme go find out when I get my break and we will talk about all this' and I was like 'I gotta be home by 8:15 and my mom doesn't think I'm here' and he was like 'okay...I'll call you on my break' and I was like 'yeah okay.' and I started walkin out and this woman was givin him her order and he was like 'excuse me hold that I'll be right back' and he just walked out of work and he like grabbed me and was like 'look at me, baby look at me' and I was like 'no.' and he was like 'damnit look at me' and I opened my eyes and he was like 'I swear on everything, my baby brothers LIFE I did not do that shit but I can't make you believe me, you are gonna believe what you want. I love you though baby and if you'd just tell me who said it I'll talk to them and figure out wtf this is all about' and Lacey was like 'call her on your break we gotta go for real' and he gave me a hug and kissed my for head and told me he loved me and me and Lacey left. Well I went home and he called me on his break and OMG he had went off b/c he knew it was Jarred and his mom now. he was like 'I even called them and they admited telling you that shit I do everything for them and they wanna fucking stab me in the back.' I was like 'Jonathan don't take it out on me, if you say you didn't do it I believe you b/c you have gave me no reason to not believe you.' and he started yellin again and I was like 'are you listening to me...I believe you don't fucking yell at me' and he was like 'god baby I'm not meanin to but I'm so fucking pissed' and he was crying and shit and he was like 'I gotta go back to work now I'll call you when I get home I love you.' and I was like 'I love you to' and he hung up. well after that I called Shann and she 3 wayed Sean cuz we was bored and we told Sean what was up yanno? and he got so mad and he was like 'Jarred did that shit to me when I was wit Brittany' and about an hour later my cell phone rang and it was Jonathan again and he was still at work and he was like 'I just wanted to tell you I was sorry for yellin at you earlier baby' and I was like 'it's okay I understand' and he was like 'NO ITS NOT OKAY' and he laughed and I was like 'okay it's not okay.' and he laughed at me then Sean was like ya'll 3 way him I wanna talk to him. So we did and him and Sean talked about the whole Jarred thing and Sean was like 'I'm gonna call him and talk to him that's fucked up.'
so yeah my day was kinda shitty there for a while, but atleast it ended up better. but I'm gonna go he should be callin me soon cuz he's about to get off work. <3!!
I was soo mad so I called Lacey cuz I didn't know who else to talk to, and I realized tonight too that she is actually a really good friend. I was like 'Jarred and his mom told me Jonathan was playin me and shit' and she was like 'Ill be there in a min' and not even 3 minutez later she was at my house grabbin my phone callin Jarred. she was like 'tell me how he played her' and Jarred wouldn't say shit so I took the phone and he told me 'all I'm sayin is Nikki Cagle, the back of his car, New Years Eve.' and I was like thank you bye. I told Lacey what he said and she grabbed my arm and was like let's go. so I got my cell phone and put it in my back pocket and my mom was like what are ya'll doin? and Lacey was like I'm gonna take her to my brother's we will be back by 8:15 if that's okay. yeah we didn't go to her brother's, we went to Jonathan's work. Lacey speeded the whole way there and she was probably more pissed then I was she was shaking. and Tara kept callin me cuz she lost Zach and she was tryin to talk me outa not goin to Jonathan's work. but we got there and parked next to Jonathan's car and all his windows was down and some jacket or something was hanging out of one of them so i took it and folded it up and put it back in the car. we went in and this guy was like 'Jonathan you got customers' and Jonathan looked up and was like 'Ah they can wait on theirselves' and he smiled and I just stood there and Lacey was swingin her keys around and he was like 'oookay or not' and I was like 'yeah' and he was like 'you look pissed' and I was like 'really? go figure.' and he was like 'I am sorry I didnt come by your house today.' and I was like 'that's not it, do you have something to tell me?' and he was like 'uhm no not that I know of' and I was like 'are you sure' and he got this huge smile and talked in this voice that always makes me laugh...and his smile usually makes me not be mad too and he was like 'I LOVE YOU BABY AND IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER I DID' and I was like 'no. and the baby voice and the smile aren't gonna work for this' and he was like 'well what do you want me to say' and I was like 'what did you do New Years Eve after you took me and Shann to my house?' and he was like 'I hung out wit my boyz...I was wit Jarred and Donny' and I was like 'oh so you didn't see Nikki Cagle?' and he was like 'uh we went by Amanda Tedescoe's house and said hey but that's it' and I was like 'oh so you and her wasn't in the back seat of your car doin shit then right?' and he was like 'no.' and then all these people came in and he had to take their orders. when they left Lacey was like 'fucking look me in the eyes and tell me you didn't cheat on her cuz Jonathan you know I will fuck you up if you did or even came near doing it' and he was like 'I SWEAR' and I was like hittin my nails on the counter and I was like 'Lacey we gotta go fuck it' and he was like 'no baby lemme go find out when I get my break and we will talk about all this' and I was like 'I gotta be home by 8:15 and my mom doesn't think I'm here' and he was like 'okay...I'll call you on my break' and I was like 'yeah okay.' and I started walkin out and this woman was givin him her order and he was like 'excuse me hold that I'll be right back' and he just walked out of work and he like grabbed me and was like 'look at me, baby look at me' and I was like 'no.' and he was like 'damnit look at me' and I opened my eyes and he was like 'I swear on everything, my baby brothers LIFE I did not do that shit but I can't make you believe me, you are gonna believe what you want. I love you though baby and if you'd just tell me who said it I'll talk to them and figure out wtf this is all about' and Lacey was like 'call her on your break we gotta go for real' and he gave me a hug and kissed my for head and told me he loved me and me and Lacey left. Well I went home and he called me on his break and OMG he had went off b/c he knew it was Jarred and his mom now. he was like 'I even called them and they admited telling you that shit I do everything for them and they wanna fucking stab me in the back.' I was like 'Jonathan don't take it out on me, if you say you didn't do it I believe you b/c you have gave me no reason to not believe you.' and he started yellin again and I was like 'are you listening to me...I believe you don't fucking yell at me' and he was like 'god baby I'm not meanin to but I'm so fucking pissed' and he was crying and shit and he was like 'I gotta go back to work now I'll call you when I get home I love you.' and I was like 'I love you to' and he hung up. well after that I called Shann and she 3 wayed Sean cuz we was bored and we told Sean what was up yanno? and he got so mad and he was like 'Jarred did that shit to me when I was wit Brittany' and about an hour later my cell phone rang and it was Jonathan again and he was still at work and he was like 'I just wanted to tell you I was sorry for yellin at you earlier baby' and I was like 'it's okay I understand' and he was like 'NO ITS NOT OKAY' and he laughed and I was like 'okay it's not okay.' and he laughed at me then Sean was like ya'll 3 way him I wanna talk to him. So we did and him and Sean talked about the whole Jarred thing and Sean was like 'I'm gonna call him and talk to him that's fucked up.'
so yeah my day was kinda shitty there for a while, but atleast it ended up better. but I'm gonna go he should be callin me soon cuz he's about to get off work. <3!!