Jan 17, 2008 15:15
life sucks and then you die....true story.
nyc this saturday, thank god, i need to get away. im going to blow up at any given moment and all its gonna take is someone to irritate me the slightest bit.
im so tired of how everyone can go and voice their opinion on anything they want and its ok, but as soon as i open my mouth and fire back, IM THE BITCH.
so tired of how people can be so hypocritical. so tired of how some people can take me for granted. tired of people being two-faced. tired of ignorance.
i should have went to boston last weekend. ill be living with that regret for a very long time. the worst feeling in the world is thinking what could have been. now i have to wait til february and hopefully ill get my chance then.
my emotions are running fucking high.
its just everyyyyyyyything building up, i feel like im about to explodeee
hah i just ordered the lipstick prophets valentines day gift pack for myself...... why does spending money help me relieve tension? yeah i cant wait to wear the little pink ribbons that say 'fuck off' in my hair.