Wear your seatbelts.

[babycuzimathug_]

It simply cannot true. I refuse to believe. I may still be in shock and disbelief but this is completely...wrong. He's our age, so young, so much going for him, so funny, so full of life. He was an amazing friend and always, i mean always, made me laugh. I'll never forget the snowball fights, picture wars, homecoming dances =), pimp pink ties, hockey games, and surprise flowers left on my car.

ok i cannot cry anymore, I am at work and those walking by appear scared by my blubbering. I must go suck it up.