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so yea ok. this si the second day crystal hasnt imed me. its actually amazing. i honeslty dont even know if i like kent anymore. i mean after this im just kind of like bleh! so i dont think im gonna go back out with him. im really not sure. his ex just about drove me fucken crazy. trying to insult me anf what have you. and get this shes the first person i know who fucken proud to want to have a baby before shes even 15!! i mean come one. but hey she can fuck up her life quit school work at mc donalds. haha. god im so glad i was raised with a fucken brain. but yea it makes me laugh that she'll do all this just to make him unhappy. and blame someone else for her stupid mistakes. but w/e shes not even worth looking at why bother talk about her. i think im just ramblaing cause its girls like her that make me sick of girls err people in genral. and its still bother me a bit but w/e. i really wanna go away with archie this weekend. he's going to to cleremont. i really wanna go. but i told him i couldnt. its not really that i couldnt i really just dont wanna spend the weekend with him, and him be an ass cause he's wasted. i hate it when he's wasted he gets on my nerves. i just want to have a good day with my close friends. make me forget about all this annoying unwanted drama. god i hate drama. i wass see kendrababy but she hasnt been around. she's in summer school. then like i really dont talk to anyone else. besides frosted flakes and now laura, i talk to dan every now and then. not really friends with katie. i miss barbara, i really want to see her before she leaves. if she does go. speak to val every now and then. and i rarely speak to riah. god its funny how in school you have a crap load of friends but when you at home you only talk to like 3 people. its funny but sad at the same time. but i really dont care i only get on aim to talk to some people and i really never pay atention to who else is on. hrmm im hungry and i smell food. i think i'll stop rambling now and maybe go eat. been up for a while n havent eatten. god i havent writen this long in a while and yet i still can thin kof things to say. hrm oh well. lata