The made up boy ● 1st
Title: The made up boy
Author: babycloudy
Chapter: 1/?
Pairing: Yesung/Kyuhyun, bestfriend!Yesung/Siwon, parents!girl!Heechul/Hankyung, parents!Kangin/girl!Leeteuk.
Genre: Angst
Rating PG-13
Warning: Gender switch for Heechul and Leeteuk | Grammatical errors.
Disclaimer: The idea was from my sister's keeper ^^
Summary: He was made to be used, to be controlled, to be nothing.
A/N I: This chapter still Yesung/Siwon and no Yesung/Kyuhyun, but for the next chapters, I'm sure there will be KyuSung >/\<
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How can someone be in this world?
Everyone would know, would understand.
Someone in this world are caused by a reason, a man and a women do an intimacy.
But there are many opinions and truth behind that intimacy.
A baby was born because of love. Love between the man and the woman.
A baby was born because of an accident, and it was all started by drugs, or maybe alcohol.
When the child grows up, they will learn about love when they was raised in the loving, caring, and hoping environment.
But, there are a child that would not understand about love or caring or hoping when they were raised in the wrong environment.
He, is not from intimacy. He was made breaking the rules of God and the law of nature. He was "made" not "generated"
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"Jongwoonah"
He turned around to find the voice. He found a tall man with cropped hair and deep dimple forming a sweet smile, "Siwonah."
Siwon put his strong arm around Jongwoon's shoulder and hit Jongwoon's head lightly, "Yah! You made me worried. Why didn't you wake me up?"
Jongwoon sighed, "I woke you up, but you didn't stir at all. So I left you."
"Uh, a very bad side of Jongwoon..." Siwon joked.
As usual, Siwon is a careful person so he noticed something, "You use long sleeves again? What is it last night?" he asked understand, but Jongwoon only shook his head, "Nothing."
Siwon stopped walking, he look at Jongwoon fiercely. Siwon knew, Jongwoon lied, "What's wrong, Jongwoon?" SIwon asked with a deeper tone.
Jongwoon look at Siwon's eyes, "Nothing, it just I was fall from my bed."
Siwon pull up Jongwoon long sleeve only exposing a new bruises, "Is this called 'fall from your bed'?" Siwon asked with a quote, then Siwon squat and pull up Jongwoon's pants, "And this is also?" he continued, "I think when you fall from your bed it will be not like this, and it will be not in this specific area." he said. He stood up and sighed, "What is it, Jongwoon?"
Jongwoon bowed his head. Siwon doesn't know him only for a day. Siwon and Jongwoon is just like a twin. They always be together. They are more than best friend, but less than a boyfriend.
"They just hit me because I don't wanna be their experiment anymore." Jongwoon finally answered in a low voice.
Siwon sighed and looking at Jongwoon with a poignant looks. He pull Jongwoon in his embrace, "Jongwoon, lets run away..."
Jongwoon shook his head, "No, you have family and you gonna move out tomorrow."
"You are my family too, Jongwoon." Siwon replied, "Jongwoon, you will, no you should join us."
Jongwoon only shook his head again, "No, I will be a burden in your family..."
"No, I will make sure of that. I will ask my parents weather you can come with us or not, once they say you can, you can't refused." Siwon replied.
"But..." Jongwoon didn't finish his word when Siwon said, "No arguments."
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Siwon and Jongwoon went to Siwon's house directly, they meet Siwon's parents, "Mom, can Jongwoon come and stay with us in the city?"
Both of Siwon's parents look at Jongwoon, "Siwon, can we talk to you for a moment?" they asked and motioned Siwon to follow them, "Jongwoon, make your self as home." Heechul, Siwon's mother said before she closed the door behind the living room.
Jongwoon walked towards the toilet and he heard the conversation between Siwon and his parents.
“But mom, I can't see him like that anymore!”
“I know honey, we don't want to see him like that too. But, his parents will searching for him, for us. We don't want our family to get troubled.”
“Please...oh dad, mom, please...”
“Siwon, we love him as our son too, but we can't do that. He still has his own parents. But, if he want to see you, to overnight in our house later on, we will welcome him gladly.”
Jongwoon feels hesitated at first but finally he knocked the closed door. Both of Siwon's parents, Hankyung and Heechul, were shocked.
Jongwoon gave a polite bow, "I'm sorry, I didn't meant to hear any of it, but since I heard it, I'm sorry for making you troubled. Actually, I don't wanna go with all of you because I know that I will be a burden."
Heechul hugged Jongwoon warmly, "Oh no dear. You are like my own son too, we gladly take you, but we can't. We are sorry my dear. Really sorry..."
Doesn't know why, Jongwoon feels really touched with the warm hug that he got from Heechul, and unconsciously he cried and hugged Heechul even tighter, "That's alright, Mom..." he mumbled that made Heechul gasped.
Heechul just hugged Jongwoon so tight, she just want to cry here and there, "Oh really, if we can take you, we will take you my dear Jongwoon..."
Hankyung pats Jongwoon's head lightly, "If you need our help, you can come to us anytime, okay?" and Jongwoon nodded in Heechul's embrance.
After calming down, Jongwoon gave a farewell bow, "Thank you for today. I'm sorry auntie to call you mom before."
Heechul smiled warmly and hug Jongwoon again, "Oh no, that's okay. You are my son too..." then Heechul looked to Siwon, "You go with Jongwoon, make sure he arrives safely, okay?" and Siwon nodded, "Yes, mom."
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Jongwoon and Siwon walked in the comfortable silence. When they arrived in front of Jongwoon's house, Jongwoon held out his right hand, "I guess this is a goodbye? Take care, Siwon."
Instead shaking Jongwoon's hand, Siwon pulled Jongwoon to his embrace and cried, "I should be the one who said that. Please take care, if you can, please control your own body. It's yours not them."
Jongwoon hugged Siwon back, "I will be alright."
Siwon shook his head without letting go the hug, "Please, just call me or come to my house for overnight if anything happen, okay? Promise me Jongwoon. Promise me."
Jongwoon nodded, "Okay, I promise. I think you should go now, it's getting dark. I don't want auntie Heechul mad at you later on."
Siwon chuckled, "Oh, she won't..." he answered and letting go of the hug.
Jongwoon said, "Goodbye." before he enter the house.
Siwon stared at Jongwoon's room window which is dark but finally light, indicating that Jongwoon has reached his room, "I wish I can see you smile again, but I guess, I couldn't..."
to be continued >>>
A/N II: I'm not confidence enough with this fic (/__\) *shy. So please give me some advice to improve. I'm planning to make this fic with short chapters though (with four or five chapters only). I hope I can continue and you can enjoy my fic ^o^
Author: babycloudy
Chapter: 1/?
Pairing: Yesung/Kyuhyun, bestfriend!Yesung/Siwon, parents!girl!Heechul/Hankyung, parents!Kangin/girl!Leeteuk.
Genre: Angst
Rating PG-13
Warning: Gender switch for Heechul and Leeteuk | Grammatical errors.
Disclaimer: The idea was from my sister's keeper ^^
Summary: He was made to be used, to be controlled, to be nothing.
A/N I: This chapter still Yesung/Siwon and no Yesung/Kyuhyun, but for the next chapters, I'm sure there will be KyuSung >/\<
☁ ☁ ☁
How can someone be in this world?
Everyone would know, would understand.
Someone in this world are caused by a reason, a man and a women do an intimacy.
But there are many opinions and truth behind that intimacy.
A baby was born because of love. Love between the man and the woman.
A baby was born because of an accident, and it was all started by drugs, or maybe alcohol.
When the child grows up, they will learn about love when they was raised in the loving, caring, and hoping environment.
But, there are a child that would not understand about love or caring or hoping when they were raised in the wrong environment.
He, is not from intimacy. He was made breaking the rules of God and the law of nature. He was "made" not "generated"
☁ ☁ ☁
"Jongwoonah"
He turned around to find the voice. He found a tall man with cropped hair and deep dimple forming a sweet smile, "Siwonah."
Siwon put his strong arm around Jongwoon's shoulder and hit Jongwoon's head lightly, "Yah! You made me worried. Why didn't you wake me up?"
Jongwoon sighed, "I woke you up, but you didn't stir at all. So I left you."
"Uh, a very bad side of Jongwoon..." Siwon joked.
As usual, Siwon is a careful person so he noticed something, "You use long sleeves again? What is it last night?" he asked understand, but Jongwoon only shook his head, "Nothing."
Siwon stopped walking, he look at Jongwoon fiercely. Siwon knew, Jongwoon lied, "What's wrong, Jongwoon?" SIwon asked with a deeper tone.
Jongwoon look at Siwon's eyes, "Nothing, it just I was fall from my bed."
Siwon pull up Jongwoon long sleeve only exposing a new bruises, "Is this called 'fall from your bed'?" Siwon asked with a quote, then Siwon squat and pull up Jongwoon's pants, "And this is also?" he continued, "I think when you fall from your bed it will be not like this, and it will be not in this specific area." he said. He stood up and sighed, "What is it, Jongwoon?"
Jongwoon bowed his head. Siwon doesn't know him only for a day. Siwon and Jongwoon is just like a twin. They always be together. They are more than best friend, but less than a boyfriend.
"They just hit me because I don't wanna be their experiment anymore." Jongwoon finally answered in a low voice.
Siwon sighed and looking at Jongwoon with a poignant looks. He pull Jongwoon in his embrace, "Jongwoon, lets run away..."
Jongwoon shook his head, "No, you have family and you gonna move out tomorrow."
"You are my family too, Jongwoon." Siwon replied, "Jongwoon, you will, no you should join us."
Jongwoon only shook his head again, "No, I will be a burden in your family..."
"No, I will make sure of that. I will ask my parents weather you can come with us or not, once they say you can, you can't refused." Siwon replied.
"But..." Jongwoon didn't finish his word when Siwon said, "No arguments."
☁ ☁ ☁
Siwon and Jongwoon went to Siwon's house directly, they meet Siwon's parents, "Mom, can Jongwoon come and stay with us in the city?"
Both of Siwon's parents look at Jongwoon, "Siwon, can we talk to you for a moment?" they asked and motioned Siwon to follow them, "Jongwoon, make your self as home." Heechul, Siwon's mother said before she closed the door behind the living room.
Jongwoon walked towards the toilet and he heard the conversation between Siwon and his parents.
“But mom, I can't see him like that anymore!”
“I know honey, we don't want to see him like that too. But, his parents will searching for him, for us. We don't want our family to get troubled.”
“Please...oh dad, mom, please...”
“Siwon, we love him as our son too, but we can't do that. He still has his own parents. But, if he want to see you, to overnight in our house later on, we will welcome him gladly.”
Jongwoon feels hesitated at first but finally he knocked the closed door. Both of Siwon's parents, Hankyung and Heechul, were shocked.
Jongwoon gave a polite bow, "I'm sorry, I didn't meant to hear any of it, but since I heard it, I'm sorry for making you troubled. Actually, I don't wanna go with all of you because I know that I will be a burden."
Heechul hugged Jongwoon warmly, "Oh no dear. You are like my own son too, we gladly take you, but we can't. We are sorry my dear. Really sorry..."
Doesn't know why, Jongwoon feels really touched with the warm hug that he got from Heechul, and unconsciously he cried and hugged Heechul even tighter, "That's alright, Mom..." he mumbled that made Heechul gasped.
Heechul just hugged Jongwoon so tight, she just want to cry here and there, "Oh really, if we can take you, we will take you my dear Jongwoon..."
Hankyung pats Jongwoon's head lightly, "If you need our help, you can come to us anytime, okay?" and Jongwoon nodded in Heechul's embrance.
After calming down, Jongwoon gave a farewell bow, "Thank you for today. I'm sorry auntie to call you mom before."
Heechul smiled warmly and hug Jongwoon again, "Oh no, that's okay. You are my son too..." then Heechul looked to Siwon, "You go with Jongwoon, make sure he arrives safely, okay?" and Siwon nodded, "Yes, mom."
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Jongwoon and Siwon walked in the comfortable silence. When they arrived in front of Jongwoon's house, Jongwoon held out his right hand, "I guess this is a goodbye? Take care, Siwon."
Instead shaking Jongwoon's hand, Siwon pulled Jongwoon to his embrace and cried, "I should be the one who said that. Please take care, if you can, please control your own body. It's yours not them."
Jongwoon hugged Siwon back, "I will be alright."
Siwon shook his head without letting go the hug, "Please, just call me or come to my house for overnight if anything happen, okay? Promise me Jongwoon. Promise me."
Jongwoon nodded, "Okay, I promise. I think you should go now, it's getting dark. I don't want auntie Heechul mad at you later on."
Siwon chuckled, "Oh, she won't..." he answered and letting go of the hug.
Jongwoon said, "Goodbye." before he enter the house.
Siwon stared at Jongwoon's room window which is dark but finally light, indicating that Jongwoon has reached his room, "I wish I can see you smile again, but I guess, I couldn't..."
to be continued >>>
A/N II: I'm not confidence enough with this fic (/__\) *shy. So please give me some advice to improve. I'm planning to make this fic with short chapters though (with four or five chapters only). I hope I can continue and you can enjoy my fic ^o^