The made up boy ● 5th
Title: The made up boy
Author: babycloudy
Chapter: 5/?
Pairing: Yesung/Kyuhyun, bestfriend!Yesung/Siwon, slight!Eunhyuk/Donghae, parents!girl!Heechul/Hankyung, parents!girl!Leeteuk/Kangin.
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Gender switch for Heechul and Leeteuk | Grammatical errors.
Disclaimer: The idea was from my sister's keeper.
Summary: He was made to be used. To be controlled. To be nothing.
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"NO!! I DON'T WANT!!" the boy shouted
"YOU SHOULD!!"
"WHY?!! This is MY body!! I should be the one who take control of it, not you!!"
"I MADE you! I made you to be used!! I have the rights since you are not legally born!! Your rights in my hand, in our hands!!"
"But still!! Here I am, alive!! It means I need to have my own life, just like the other kids have."
"No, you can't! You are different from other kids!! They were born because their dad and mom or whoever it is have sex, but you?! You're not!! Besides, the other kids could have their own life because they were born to live, but you?!! You are made to be used!! Accept it! Why you make this so hard, huh?"
"I DON'T CARE!! I give everything already, why you need this part also? They said I need to be careful for the rest of my life if I do that, and I don't want to be careful!! I never play any sports, I never eat ice cream, I never drink coke, I want to attend a party, I wanna go to the theme park, I wanna play soccer with Siwon, I wanna go to the prom night with Kyuhyun, I wanna have some fun like the other!!! Why don't you understand?!?!!!"
"Pft! Are you kidding me, boy? I don't need what you want! I don't need what you dreamed about! I don't need you opinion! I don't need what you wanna do with that freaky friend and boyfriend of yours! Even if you die after you give that, I don't even care as long you give it to him! That's his last hope!! You know, helping people is a really good thing, kiddo."
"I helped A LOTS OF PEOPLE already!! So, NO! I don't want!!!"
"You need to remember kid. YOU. DON'T. HAVE. LIFE! Your life is mine! You don't need life! You were made to be used! TO.BE.USED!!"
then that petite little boy ran away....
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Believe it or not, Kyuhyun is not surrounded by his fans anymore. Why? Because everybody know about his relationship with Jongwoon, so many students thought that Kyuhyun has a really different-weird of taste.
Why it should be Jongwoon? From all of the people in the world...
"Hey, hey. How's the thing going, Kyuhyunah?" Eunhyuk asked.
"Long time no talk, buddy! You are busy with your Jongwoon." Donghae teased.
Kyuhyun just stayed silent.
"I think you don't have any fans bothering you anymore. You can broke up with Jongwoon already, dude. But, well if you want it though." Eunhyuk said.
"You are in love with Jongwoon right Kyuhyun?" Donghae asked curious.
Then Kyuhyun snapped at that question, "Hell no! I've never been in love with Jongwoon! I don't even wanna be friend with him at the first place. I used him to get rid of my fans just like what you guys suggested!"
"You are not in love with Jongwoon?" Donghae asked in puzzlement.
"Really?" Eunhyuk frowned, "You really don't love him?" Eunhyuk asked once again making sure.
Kyuhyun sighed and massaged his temple, his good side tell him to say, 'Yes, I love him' but instead, he said, "Both of you is the one who suggest it right? So, didn't I make it clear before? I used him! USED!!" and Kyuhyun can't believe what he just said while Donghae and Eunhyuk just shut their mouth when they heard that.
"So, you used me too?"
Kyuhyun turned around and almost lost his breath, "J...Jong...."
To Kyuhyun surprised, he saw Jongwoon smiled, he never saw Jongwoon smile before.
Jongwoon stroked Kyuhyun's right cheek with his little warm hand, "That's okay. I've been used for people advantages anyway, sadly I really have been fall in love with you, but I guess you're not. Anyway, thank you for everything. I've a really wonderful time and memory." and with that, Jongwoon walked away leaving the still freezing Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk and Donghae.
Eunhyuk and Donghae just looked at Kyuhyun who suddenly went lifeless, "You know something that really stupid about you, Kyu? You never admit your feeling in the first place. If you actually in love with Jongwoon, we are okay about it." Donghae said.
"Jongwoon or you have your own feeling, and we don't have any bad assumptions about Jongwoon. Something that we know is Jongwoon hides him self, like something burdening him a lot, be he is not as scary like what all the rumor had said. Well, we are not that stupid. We can read people from their eyes." Eunhyuk added.
"Stupidly, he proud to tell his feeling in front of us, while you, just too scared we will scold or laughing at you if you tell us your true feeling, when we actually could see you are in love with him since the first time of school, that's why we planned and suggest that thing at the first place." Donghae sighed.
Kyuhyun just stayed in silence. Jongwoon heard his stupid-denial confessing, and now Eunhyuk and Donghae are seems to be much more wise than him. Eunhyuk and Donghae are really easy going people, they look like the word problem is not in their dictionary, but they are two from millions of people who can really understanding people's mind and attitude.
Now, Kyuhyun really looked like a perfect idiot, or could he say an alien in the wrong planet, if he lets Donghae to describe it.
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"How are you, Teukie?"
"Fine, oh! I really miss you, Chullie!!" Leeteuk said and hug Heechul so tight.
"Me too!!"
"How's your hubby?" Heechul asked first.
"Kangin? Pft! Don't ask, he's perfect as usual...what about Hankyung?"
"Always come home late these days, because our new case is just started. I'm just scared he will get sick again because you know, he can't get rid of caffeine when he's at work!!" Heechul complained.
Leeteuk laughed, "Then, what about your son?"
"Siwon? Oh, he's doing fine, he adjusted him self with the new school so fast. What about yours? Kyuhyun? That's his name, right?" Heechul asked.
"He's doing good too. Why we never have a chance to meet them up?" Leeteuk asked in disbelieved, because Leeteuk and Heechul always meet up almost every two weeks, sometimes with Kangin and Hankyung too, but they never had any chance to bring Kyuhyun and Siwon along.
"We and them are just too busy. I can't ever matched up Siwon's schedule with mine, it just, gah~ it seems that this young generations are busier than the people who already get work." Heechul answered while laughing hard and almost chocked her cocktail drink.
"How was city?" Leeteuk asked.
"Crowded! But, I'm glad we moved out. I found a really cheap but high quality saloon!! Teukie, I think your hair will be good in blonde..." Heechul reached for Leeteuk's hair and stroked it lightly.
Leeteuk looked up to her bangs, "Is that so? I think I should come with you for saloon and do some spa together."
"Oh yes!! We should!! I found a really good place for spa too!!" Heechul said too enthusiastic about the topic.
"Anyway, my son has a boyfriend." Leeteuk informed Heechul. Being a best friend for twenty three years means that there will be no little secrets between them anymore, sharing everything together, give each other opinions and supports, and brainstorming together. They are more understanding about each other rather than understanding their own husband and son.
Heechul put her silly happy smile in her face, "Wow! Really? Congratulations!! How is he?"
Leeteuk sighed, "Well, he's cute, like, really cute. I thought I saw a five years old kid rather than saw a sixteen years old boy. He's polite also, I like him. But, I think he needs help..." Leeteuk hang her words then continued, "...when I first saw him, I just knew and felt something wrong with him, and I just have an urge to protect him, to help him. He looks so innocent and something that made this rare is, I don't know why I just feel like I'm his mother. I just feel like a mother who really wants to protect her own son!"
Heechul took a deep breath, "You know? Siwon also has a best friend. His best friend is a really cute boy, a cutie pie, should I say like strawberry ice cream added with a creamy milk, sometimes dorky and clumsy too, but that's what made him too adorable for my liking. But, his life is a misery. I want to help him, but I still don't know how, Hankyung is still busy. About mother thing that you'd mentioned before, I think it's not strange, Teukie, because I feel it too. I feel like I'm his biological mother too. Anyway, who is he? May I know the name?"
"Jongwoon. Kim Jongwoon. He is my son's boyfriend." Leeteuk answered.
Heechul startled, "Jongwoon...? C...could you just please describe him?"
Leeteuk tried to remember Jongwoon's features, "His hair is black and messy. His...ah I can't describe it, wait! I think I have his photo here." Leeteuk said and reached for her wallet.
She took the picture without being noticed by Kyuhyun and Jongwoon, she took it when Kyuhyun and Jongwoon fell a sleep, tired after playing the game all day long.
Heechul took the photo and gasped, "Shit! We are talking about the same boy!"
"So, his best friend is your son?" Leeteuk asked still, she can't believe anything.
Heechul nodded, "Yes! They are friends from child. Siwon knows everything about him, me too. And his boyfriend is your son?"
Leeteuk only nodded in amazement, "This is a really small world after all."
"Chullie, me and Kangin tried to find his data, but we just found some little information. I really want to help him, he looks like the world is crashing in his shoulder. So, do you mind to tell me about him?" Leeteuk tried to get more information and do whatever she can do later on to help the boy. From all of the child she'd been helping before, none of them could took her heart like Jongwoon did.
Heechul nodded in excitement, "I will! Actually me and Hankyung want to help him either. We can work together, it will be faster and easier. I really wonder how that boy will look like when he smile..."
and Leeteuk didn't say anything just nodded her head in agreement.
They thought for a moment, Jongwoon with smile? maybe they could feel that feeling again. The feeling when they just have a new baby.
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"What happened, Jongwoon?" Siwon asked in worry tone. Jongwoon went to the city and asked Siwon to meet him in the park.
"We broke up." this time Jongwoon didn't feel hesitate to answer Siwon's question.
Siwon gasped and cursed Kyuhyun inside his heart.
"I was made to be used. My body, my brain, now he used my heart and feeling too." Jongwoon mumbled and Siwon just feel his heart being stabbed by millions of knifes.
"Are you use me for something too, Siwon?" Jongwoon asked calmly that made Siwon startled.
"What do you mean?" Siwon couldn't let out any other sentence, he took Jongwoon's little hands and shook his head, "No Jongwoon! I love you as my best friend!! For all this time we've been trough together, how could you said that? I never used you for anything, I even never think or dream about it! It will never happen!! No..."
Then Jongwoon smiled and this time Siwon is the one who froze. Jongwoon never smiled before.
"Thank you, Siwon. Thank you...Thank you so much for everything. Now, I gotta go. Bye-bye." Jongwoon said and walked away leaving a confused? scared? stunned Siwon in the park, alone.
to be continued » » »
[No need to read, it just my boring and none-sense blabbering] : My class for today is full day, 9AM - 9PM. Organization & management class is my morning class, the lecture is too boring for my liking, so I wrote this, so don't blame if you found something about management in the middle of the fic XD and I think I will post the chapter 6 later on, because I'm sure I will write more when Economic Environment which is my night class, since that lecture is double triple boring than this morning lecture, lmao. But, still not sure too, because now I'm thinking, should I write or just play my old-neglected game Sims3 in the night class? kkkk~ (you should know I'm a really bad student), LOL. Love you all, pray for me so my stomach sound wouldn't get to loud ;~;
Author: babycloudy
Chapter: 5/?
Pairing: Yesung/Kyuhyun, bestfriend!Yesung/Siwon, slight!Eunhyuk/Donghae, parents!girl!Heechul/Hankyung, parents!girl!Leeteuk/Kangin.
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Gender switch for Heechul and Leeteuk | Grammatical errors.
Disclaimer: The idea was from my sister's keeper.
Summary: He was made to be used. To be controlled. To be nothing.
☁ ☁ ☁
"NO!! I DON'T WANT!!" the boy shouted
"YOU SHOULD!!"
"WHY?!! This is MY body!! I should be the one who take control of it, not you!!"
"I MADE you! I made you to be used!! I have the rights since you are not legally born!! Your rights in my hand, in our hands!!"
"But still!! Here I am, alive!! It means I need to have my own life, just like the other kids have."
"No, you can't! You are different from other kids!! They were born because their dad and mom or whoever it is have sex, but you?! You're not!! Besides, the other kids could have their own life because they were born to live, but you?!! You are made to be used!! Accept it! Why you make this so hard, huh?"
"I DON'T CARE!! I give everything already, why you need this part also? They said I need to be careful for the rest of my life if I do that, and I don't want to be careful!! I never play any sports, I never eat ice cream, I never drink coke, I want to attend a party, I wanna go to the theme park, I wanna play soccer with Siwon, I wanna go to the prom night with Kyuhyun, I wanna have some fun like the other!!! Why don't you understand?!?!!!"
"Pft! Are you kidding me, boy? I don't need what you want! I don't need what you dreamed about! I don't need you opinion! I don't need what you wanna do with that freaky friend and boyfriend of yours! Even if you die after you give that, I don't even care as long you give it to him! That's his last hope!! You know, helping people is a really good thing, kiddo."
"I helped A LOTS OF PEOPLE already!! So, NO! I don't want!!!"
"You need to remember kid. YOU. DON'T. HAVE. LIFE! Your life is mine! You don't need life! You were made to be used! TO.BE.USED!!"
then that petite little boy ran away....
☁ ☁ ☁
Believe it or not, Kyuhyun is not surrounded by his fans anymore. Why? Because everybody know about his relationship with Jongwoon, so many students thought that Kyuhyun has a really different-weird of taste.
Why it should be Jongwoon? From all of the people in the world...
"Hey, hey. How's the thing going, Kyuhyunah?" Eunhyuk asked.
"Long time no talk, buddy! You are busy with your Jongwoon." Donghae teased.
Kyuhyun just stayed silent.
"I think you don't have any fans bothering you anymore. You can broke up with Jongwoon already, dude. But, well if you want it though." Eunhyuk said.
"You are in love with Jongwoon right Kyuhyun?" Donghae asked curious.
Then Kyuhyun snapped at that question, "Hell no! I've never been in love with Jongwoon! I don't even wanna be friend with him at the first place. I used him to get rid of my fans just like what you guys suggested!"
"You are not in love with Jongwoon?" Donghae asked in puzzlement.
"Really?" Eunhyuk frowned, "You really don't love him?" Eunhyuk asked once again making sure.
Kyuhyun sighed and massaged his temple, his good side tell him to say, 'Yes, I love him' but instead, he said, "Both of you is the one who suggest it right? So, didn't I make it clear before? I used him! USED!!" and Kyuhyun can't believe what he just said while Donghae and Eunhyuk just shut their mouth when they heard that.
"So, you used me too?"
Kyuhyun turned around and almost lost his breath, "J...Jong...."
To Kyuhyun surprised, he saw Jongwoon smiled, he never saw Jongwoon smile before.
Jongwoon stroked Kyuhyun's right cheek with his little warm hand, "That's okay. I've been used for people advantages anyway, sadly I really have been fall in love with you, but I guess you're not. Anyway, thank you for everything. I've a really wonderful time and memory." and with that, Jongwoon walked away leaving the still freezing Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk and Donghae.
Eunhyuk and Donghae just looked at Kyuhyun who suddenly went lifeless, "You know something that really stupid about you, Kyu? You never admit your feeling in the first place. If you actually in love with Jongwoon, we are okay about it." Donghae said.
"Jongwoon or you have your own feeling, and we don't have any bad assumptions about Jongwoon. Something that we know is Jongwoon hides him self, like something burdening him a lot, be he is not as scary like what all the rumor had said. Well, we are not that stupid. We can read people from their eyes." Eunhyuk added.
"Stupidly, he proud to tell his feeling in front of us, while you, just too scared we will scold or laughing at you if you tell us your true feeling, when we actually could see you are in love with him since the first time of school, that's why we planned and suggest that thing at the first place." Donghae sighed.
Kyuhyun just stayed in silence. Jongwoon heard his stupid-denial confessing, and now Eunhyuk and Donghae are seems to be much more wise than him. Eunhyuk and Donghae are really easy going people, they look like the word problem is not in their dictionary, but they are two from millions of people who can really understanding people's mind and attitude.
Now, Kyuhyun really looked like a perfect idiot, or could he say an alien in the wrong planet, if he lets Donghae to describe it.
☁ ☁ ☁
"How are you, Teukie?"
"Fine, oh! I really miss you, Chullie!!" Leeteuk said and hug Heechul so tight.
"Me too!!"
"How's your hubby?" Heechul asked first.
"Kangin? Pft! Don't ask, he's perfect as usual...what about Hankyung?"
"Always come home late these days, because our new case is just started. I'm just scared he will get sick again because you know, he can't get rid of caffeine when he's at work!!" Heechul complained.
Leeteuk laughed, "Then, what about your son?"
"Siwon? Oh, he's doing fine, he adjusted him self with the new school so fast. What about yours? Kyuhyun? That's his name, right?" Heechul asked.
"He's doing good too. Why we never have a chance to meet them up?" Leeteuk asked in disbelieved, because Leeteuk and Heechul always meet up almost every two weeks, sometimes with Kangin and Hankyung too, but they never had any chance to bring Kyuhyun and Siwon along.
"We and them are just too busy. I can't ever matched up Siwon's schedule with mine, it just, gah~ it seems that this young generations are busier than the people who already get work." Heechul answered while laughing hard and almost chocked her cocktail drink.
"How was city?" Leeteuk asked.
"Crowded! But, I'm glad we moved out. I found a really cheap but high quality saloon!! Teukie, I think your hair will be good in blonde..." Heechul reached for Leeteuk's hair and stroked it lightly.
Leeteuk looked up to her bangs, "Is that so? I think I should come with you for saloon and do some spa together."
"Oh yes!! We should!! I found a really good place for spa too!!" Heechul said too enthusiastic about the topic.
"Anyway, my son has a boyfriend." Leeteuk informed Heechul. Being a best friend for twenty three years means that there will be no little secrets between them anymore, sharing everything together, give each other opinions and supports, and brainstorming together. They are more understanding about each other rather than understanding their own husband and son.
Heechul put her silly happy smile in her face, "Wow! Really? Congratulations!! How is he?"
Leeteuk sighed, "Well, he's cute, like, really cute. I thought I saw a five years old kid rather than saw a sixteen years old boy. He's polite also, I like him. But, I think he needs help..." Leeteuk hang her words then continued, "...when I first saw him, I just knew and felt something wrong with him, and I just have an urge to protect him, to help him. He looks so innocent and something that made this rare is, I don't know why I just feel like I'm his mother. I just feel like a mother who really wants to protect her own son!"
Heechul took a deep breath, "You know? Siwon also has a best friend. His best friend is a really cute boy, a cutie pie, should I say like strawberry ice cream added with a creamy milk, sometimes dorky and clumsy too, but that's what made him too adorable for my liking. But, his life is a misery. I want to help him, but I still don't know how, Hankyung is still busy. About mother thing that you'd mentioned before, I think it's not strange, Teukie, because I feel it too. I feel like I'm his biological mother too. Anyway, who is he? May I know the name?"
"Jongwoon. Kim Jongwoon. He is my son's boyfriend." Leeteuk answered.
Heechul startled, "Jongwoon...? C...could you just please describe him?"
Leeteuk tried to remember Jongwoon's features, "His hair is black and messy. His...ah I can't describe it, wait! I think I have his photo here." Leeteuk said and reached for her wallet.
She took the picture without being noticed by Kyuhyun and Jongwoon, she took it when Kyuhyun and Jongwoon fell a sleep, tired after playing the game all day long.
Heechul took the photo and gasped, "Shit! We are talking about the same boy!"
"So, his best friend is your son?" Leeteuk asked still, she can't believe anything.
Heechul nodded, "Yes! They are friends from child. Siwon knows everything about him, me too. And his boyfriend is your son?"
Leeteuk only nodded in amazement, "This is a really small world after all."
"Chullie, me and Kangin tried to find his data, but we just found some little information. I really want to help him, he looks like the world is crashing in his shoulder. So, do you mind to tell me about him?" Leeteuk tried to get more information and do whatever she can do later on to help the boy. From all of the child she'd been helping before, none of them could took her heart like Jongwoon did.
Heechul nodded in excitement, "I will! Actually me and Hankyung want to help him either. We can work together, it will be faster and easier. I really wonder how that boy will look like when he smile..."
and Leeteuk didn't say anything just nodded her head in agreement.
They thought for a moment, Jongwoon with smile? maybe they could feel that feeling again. The feeling when they just have a new baby.
☁ ☁ ☁
"What happened, Jongwoon?" Siwon asked in worry tone. Jongwoon went to the city and asked Siwon to meet him in the park.
"We broke up." this time Jongwoon didn't feel hesitate to answer Siwon's question.
Siwon gasped and cursed Kyuhyun inside his heart.
"I was made to be used. My body, my brain, now he used my heart and feeling too." Jongwoon mumbled and Siwon just feel his heart being stabbed by millions of knifes.
"Are you use me for something too, Siwon?" Jongwoon asked calmly that made Siwon startled.
"What do you mean?" Siwon couldn't let out any other sentence, he took Jongwoon's little hands and shook his head, "No Jongwoon! I love you as my best friend!! For all this time we've been trough together, how could you said that? I never used you for anything, I even never think or dream about it! It will never happen!! No..."
Then Jongwoon smiled and this time Siwon is the one who froze. Jongwoon never smiled before.
"Thank you, Siwon. Thank you...Thank you so much for everything. Now, I gotta go. Bye-bye." Jongwoon said and walked away leaving a confused? scared? stunned Siwon in the park, alone.
to be continued » » »
[No need to read, it just my boring and none-sense blabbering] : My class for today is full day, 9AM - 9PM. Organization & management class is my morning class, the lecture is too boring for my liking, so I wrote this, so don't blame if you found something about management in the middle of the fic XD and I think I will post the chapter 6 later on, because I'm sure I will write more when Economic Environment which is my night class, since that lecture is double triple boring than this morning lecture, lmao. But, still not sure too, because now I'm thinking, should I write or just play my old-neglected game Sims3 in the night class? kkkk~ (you should know I'm a really bad student), LOL. Love you all, pray for me so my stomach sound wouldn't get to loud ;~;