o here it goes
yea im a sucker!....so i text him w/ i want to see u even if its for a min and he's like ima try if i cant fall asleep im like yea ok try i want to see u....he calls me like half an hour later and is like o my car didnt want to start so i told my friend to take me to ur house so i can only stay for a lil bit im like well i can take u home and hes like nah i cant do that to him cause i asked him for the favor and i cant leave him hanging like that im like u could've called me i couldve picked u up and dropped u off or w/e and he's like o i didnt think u'd have the car im like yea ok (cause yea he knows my mom is out of town and i have the car till thur)...but yea i saw him and i melted we talked for a lil bit me him and his friend about a couple stories that happened to them then when we said bye he was just like o ill call you manana im like ok and we kissed and thats how i got reeled in...i dont know its like when we kiss i feel the spark i do the movie cliche thing w/ the one leg up its cute so yea im a sucker i just thought i should let it out cause it literally happened two min b4 i started writing this.....gosh i love the way he looks at me im such a sap! but at least im happier than i was an hour ago even tho i still dont know what he needs to "talk" about im not bringing it up anymore if he wants he'll tell me... i wish he could read this because i never tell him when im mad or upset at him at least if he were to read this he'd know lol loser i am i am loser im off to bed i needed to end my nite in a good note and i did thats sad..........