conclusion
i have come to the conclusion that my life b lows and i cant wait till its over. no this is not a suicide not but life still sucks!.....i want to move out so bad but im poor and my job doesnt give me enough money to save...i want a car but im poor and no one wants to give me a car i dont know y......i jammed packed my schedule for skool and im starting to feel the effects of it......... i know im complaining like a little beeyotch and i know ppl have it worse than i do but i dont care cause this is all i know and it sucks....my mother is very melodramtic yesterday she probably slept wrong or something and woke up with a neck pain she said it was so serious my happy behind had to take her to the e.r where she was taken to minor care cause it wasnt serious... then whe i got home i crashed into a parked car smart i know and to top it off it was a limo luckily no damages to the limo just my moms car......shes been hopped up on drugs for 2 days and i cant stand being home...o yea yesterday i had to stay at my stupid job getting underpaid to work till 2 am grrrrr8....then today i ask my mom if i can go out cause u know im 12 not 18 and i have to ask, and the jerk says no cause she doesnt feel good wat do i care if she doesnt feel good of course i do buti feel fantastick so i want to leave the hell hole of my home but nope im here writing this b.s on this shit im so angry!!!!!!!! but its ok im going to rebel and tomorrow im going to go out and im not going to ask there i said it but my punk ass probably wont do and be writing here again.....wat a sad sad sad sad tale!