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i dont know what to do. i feel bad for all the things i have done wrong (which is a lot to say the least). i wonder what it would be like if i just went along with it, would it be better or worse. all i know is i would be living a lie. i hate dealing with decisions that affect my life directly.
i think that i am going to the plaza tomorrow after church to watch my brother play tennis yet again. i think that my mom's memory...wait i know it sucks. she said that he couldnt play in anymore yet she signs him up for another one. i think that she is going crazy. :-\
we have pom try-outs on monday and i am nervous. its to be able to do the camp routine @ camp. i am on the squad, so its not a try-out to be on it. you will still be going to camp and be on the squad you just wont be able to do the dance in the competition segment. i know the dance and i know i can do it well, i just hope it is good enough for them. i dont want to hold the squad back so i will take it as it comes. i guess this is how it is, if you cant take the heat get out of the kitchen.
i am about to go out shopping all around st. joseph. i still have a little lawn work to do so let me go do that then shower then out. give the cell a ring if you feel it is necessary or if you want to do anything tonight. you know the number.
love-- karlye
i think that i am going to the plaza tomorrow after church to watch my brother play tennis yet again. i think that my mom's memory...wait i know it sucks. she said that he couldnt play in anymore yet she signs him up for another one. i think that she is going crazy. :-\
we have pom try-outs on monday and i am nervous. its to be able to do the camp routine @ camp. i am on the squad, so its not a try-out to be on it. you will still be going to camp and be on the squad you just wont be able to do the dance in the competition segment. i know the dance and i know i can do it well, i just hope it is good enough for them. i dont want to hold the squad back so i will take it as it comes. i guess this is how it is, if you cant take the heat get out of the kitchen.
i am about to go out shopping all around st. joseph. i still have a little lawn work to do so let me go do that then shower then out. give the cell a ring if you feel it is necessary or if you want to do anything tonight. you know the number.
love-- karlye