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[babycheeks655]

Well, this is entry number one, it will probably be the only entry i will ever remember to do, but oh well. Have you ever had the feeling that you know that you want something but you dont know how to get it? It bothers you and pisses you off to no extent. Ya, well i hate it. I wish that some people would just come out and say what they feel so i wont feel so stupid when i do it. I want people to tell me the fucking truth, no some dumb ass lie to try and make me feel better. Please, just tell me the truth and not another lie. If you hate me, then say it, if i bug the shit out of you, tell me, if you love me (which a doubt anyone does) tell me. I need to know, and stop standing back worried about how i feel, just tell me!!!
glad i got that out of my system. Tomorrow will be great. I am going to Oak Park mall to shop and go on yet another abercrombie, hollister, ae, and others shopping spree. Its gonna be great!! Well, g2g, i hope that you take what i said seriously, please do.

Love-- Puff