I decided to review
I reviewed my last entry. The one I had written about fifteen minutes ago. I sounded quite bitchy which I'm not. Prenuptual Marriage Services much? Yeah, only my girls will get that one. Anyway, I would like to elaborate on my love life. Just so you can know what's going on and who I'm talking about.
Blake is a guy whom liked my best friend Chuchie a while ago. I remember being over her house for a sleepover, and he was singing to her on the phone. How sweet. I had quickly fallen for him right then and there, unaware of what he looked like. To this day, I am still unaware of that, but tomorrow, at Chuchie's show for "Once On This Island" I am going to meet this "Blind Crush" for the first time in my life. How am I feeling? Nervous and excited. He sounds really cute, not to mention he's really nice. I heard from a lot of people that he's good-looking, but I don't know what they're tastes are. I don't picture him drop-dead gorgeous, but I expect him to be cute. I've spoken to him once on the phone, and he says that I can sing very well, and I am very nice.
Drew is a guy that I'm not too sure of my feelings for. Sometimes I like him, sometimes I dont. And I don't consider him my crush yet, because I cannot steadily say I like him for longer than a day. But whenever he puts my hat on, he looks like an "Uh-oh oreo", meaning he is white, but looks black. That is what draws me to him. Not to mention that whilst we were practicing for "Once On This Island," a group of us had to carry him off-stage. Well, since everyone else had his arms and legs, I decided to get him by his shirt, and it "accidentally" came up, and all I can say is that, that boy has a body for sure! I would've never guessed....
Eric is a guy that almost everyone likes. He's damn near perfect as a matter of fact. He's nice, hot, funny, sweet, and has this school-boyish charm about him. He got his braces off last year, and his teeth are white and straight. Sadly, he isn't looking my way one bit, as a matter of fact, he's quite scared of me at certain times and would rather us not talk. I'm not saying he's mean, but you can sense the tension around us. This is why I am ecstatic that he has agreed, and is excited to come to my party. He has an on again, off again relationship with Louisa, and even when they're off, they're super friendly. I might as well have stopped trying, he told me it was best we'd just be friends, but I just can't get over him for some reason.
Devin is an ass. He's black, but light-skinned with braids. He is the most cocky, and rudest boy you will ever meet in your life. But ultimately, he's extremely cute. I would'nt necessarily call him my crush because whenever I'm around him, I can't stand him. But when I'm not around him, from afar, I half near love the damn boy. The thing about it is, he goes with this girl that I'd rather not mess with. And if she found out I liked him, she'd hate me along with all of her friends. So it's best I keep my mouth shut about him. Other people knew I used to like him, including him. He is so unbelieveably immature that it drives me nuts. I just wish he'd grow up before we seperate for high school.
Zephan is one that I kinda sorta like. His girlfriend will kick my ass too though, so I never really told anyone about my feelings for him. He is Devin's cousin, but he's unusually quiet, and I think if you can get past that, he can be quite nice. Although, he never speaks to me. In fact, I don't think he's too fond of me. He wanted to know why I didn't invite him to my party, and this is why. I didn't think he'd come. But now, I think he wants an invite, but I just can't catch him when he's not around his friends. You know how guys can act really obnoxious around their friends, showing off. I don't want to get embarrased.
Joe is my most recently developed crush. I have never spoken to him, nor seen him. But his ex-girlfriend tells me he is very hot. It must run in the family because he is Blake's brother. Joe will also be in the production of "Once On This Island" That means that I will be seeing him tomorrow for the first time. I'm not too sure if he's as hot as people say, and he sounds quite clingy, but time will tell for sure.
Chris Brown is the one that I truly love. He is a 17 year old R&B singer that just makes my heart melt everytime I see or hear him. I call him my husband all the time, in fact people know me as Mrs. Brown. He is nice, funny, hyper and ultimately the best lookng guy on planet earth. If you want to know more about him or see his glorious picutres, just go to his website which is, www.chrisbrownworld.com I love him with all of my heart.
Seth was my crush a while ago. Dear goodness, I loved that boy to death! I had seen ONE picture of him, and I fell in love. And I fell hard too. He used to go to my school when I was in sixth grade, but then he graduated. He's a bad boy that can dance. After all, he was a dance major. He was so good, that the teachers made him take vocal lessons too because they said he'd be a star. He had the most drop-dead gorgeous eyes you'd ever see. A beautiful mixture of green and hazelish. And he had the smoothest, lightest skin ever. He could speak Spanish because he was part Hispanic and part Black. He had the whitest smile. I was definatley obsessed with Seth. Everywhere I'd go, every sentence I said, everything, my life, my soul was Seth. So, you better believe that when I found out he was GAY I was heart broken. Everything in my life basically fell apart, and I went into a deep depression for about a week. Didn't barely speak, didn't barely eat. I don't know how I got out of it, but I did. Somehow though, I believe that the whole Seth incident has affected my ability to love quickly, and I don't know if that's a blessing, or a punishment.
Those are the guys that I am dealing with right now. Half of them, I've never seen before, and half of them dont like me, but see if I care? I still chase after them, and I still get the same reaction.
Changing the subject, this is what's happening around me right now.
I'm sitting at my computer, in my nice, quiet living room. The sun is shining in through the window, and my lights are out. What's the point in turning them on when you've got sunlight? The only sounds you can hear are my fingers lightly tapping the keyboard in quick rescession, and my light tan dog Sunny gently snoring as he lays on the light brown carpeting. But I'm really kind of hungry, so I am going to go and make myself a quick snack and then maybe type later.
**Shai May**
Blake is a guy whom liked my best friend Chuchie a while ago. I remember being over her house for a sleepover, and he was singing to her on the phone. How sweet. I had quickly fallen for him right then and there, unaware of what he looked like. To this day, I am still unaware of that, but tomorrow, at Chuchie's show for "Once On This Island" I am going to meet this "Blind Crush" for the first time in my life. How am I feeling? Nervous and excited. He sounds really cute, not to mention he's really nice. I heard from a lot of people that he's good-looking, but I don't know what they're tastes are. I don't picture him drop-dead gorgeous, but I expect him to be cute. I've spoken to him once on the phone, and he says that I can sing very well, and I am very nice.
Drew is a guy that I'm not too sure of my feelings for. Sometimes I like him, sometimes I dont. And I don't consider him my crush yet, because I cannot steadily say I like him for longer than a day. But whenever he puts my hat on, he looks like an "Uh-oh oreo", meaning he is white, but looks black. That is what draws me to him. Not to mention that whilst we were practicing for "Once On This Island," a group of us had to carry him off-stage. Well, since everyone else had his arms and legs, I decided to get him by his shirt, and it "accidentally" came up, and all I can say is that, that boy has a body for sure! I would've never guessed....
Eric is a guy that almost everyone likes. He's damn near perfect as a matter of fact. He's nice, hot, funny, sweet, and has this school-boyish charm about him. He got his braces off last year, and his teeth are white and straight. Sadly, he isn't looking my way one bit, as a matter of fact, he's quite scared of me at certain times and would rather us not talk. I'm not saying he's mean, but you can sense the tension around us. This is why I am ecstatic that he has agreed, and is excited to come to my party. He has an on again, off again relationship with Louisa, and even when they're off, they're super friendly. I might as well have stopped trying, he told me it was best we'd just be friends, but I just can't get over him for some reason.
Devin is an ass. He's black, but light-skinned with braids. He is the most cocky, and rudest boy you will ever meet in your life. But ultimately, he's extremely cute. I would'nt necessarily call him my crush because whenever I'm around him, I can't stand him. But when I'm not around him, from afar, I half near love the damn boy. The thing about it is, he goes with this girl that I'd rather not mess with. And if she found out I liked him, she'd hate me along with all of her friends. So it's best I keep my mouth shut about him. Other people knew I used to like him, including him. He is so unbelieveably immature that it drives me nuts. I just wish he'd grow up before we seperate for high school.
Zephan is one that I kinda sorta like. His girlfriend will kick my ass too though, so I never really told anyone about my feelings for him. He is Devin's cousin, but he's unusually quiet, and I think if you can get past that, he can be quite nice. Although, he never speaks to me. In fact, I don't think he's too fond of me. He wanted to know why I didn't invite him to my party, and this is why. I didn't think he'd come. But now, I think he wants an invite, but I just can't catch him when he's not around his friends. You know how guys can act really obnoxious around their friends, showing off. I don't want to get embarrased.
Joe is my most recently developed crush. I have never spoken to him, nor seen him. But his ex-girlfriend tells me he is very hot. It must run in the family because he is Blake's brother. Joe will also be in the production of "Once On This Island" That means that I will be seeing him tomorrow for the first time. I'm not too sure if he's as hot as people say, and he sounds quite clingy, but time will tell for sure.
Chris Brown is the one that I truly love. He is a 17 year old R&B singer that just makes my heart melt everytime I see or hear him. I call him my husband all the time, in fact people know me as Mrs. Brown. He is nice, funny, hyper and ultimately the best lookng guy on planet earth. If you want to know more about him or see his glorious picutres, just go to his website which is, www.chrisbrownworld.com I love him with all of my heart.
Seth was my crush a while ago. Dear goodness, I loved that boy to death! I had seen ONE picture of him, and I fell in love. And I fell hard too. He used to go to my school when I was in sixth grade, but then he graduated. He's a bad boy that can dance. After all, he was a dance major. He was so good, that the teachers made him take vocal lessons too because they said he'd be a star. He had the most drop-dead gorgeous eyes you'd ever see. A beautiful mixture of green and hazelish. And he had the smoothest, lightest skin ever. He could speak Spanish because he was part Hispanic and part Black. He had the whitest smile. I was definatley obsessed with Seth. Everywhere I'd go, every sentence I said, everything, my life, my soul was Seth. So, you better believe that when I found out he was GAY I was heart broken. Everything in my life basically fell apart, and I went into a deep depression for about a week. Didn't barely speak, didn't barely eat. I don't know how I got out of it, but I did. Somehow though, I believe that the whole Seth incident has affected my ability to love quickly, and I don't know if that's a blessing, or a punishment.
Those are the guys that I am dealing with right now. Half of them, I've never seen before, and half of them dont like me, but see if I care? I still chase after them, and I still get the same reaction.
Changing the subject, this is what's happening around me right now.
I'm sitting at my computer, in my nice, quiet living room. The sun is shining in through the window, and my lights are out. What's the point in turning them on when you've got sunlight? The only sounds you can hear are my fingers lightly tapping the keyboard in quick rescession, and my light tan dog Sunny gently snoring as he lays on the light brown carpeting. But I'm really kind of hungry, so I am going to go and make myself a quick snack and then maybe type later.
**Shai May**