Gone and Forgotten
I went to Quincy this past weekend. I had a really good time. I actually felt really good emotionally. Tim and I got along pretty well. There was a time or two when he or I was mad at the other over something trivial. I got back way late Sunday night. Tim had a hard time saying goodbye. I am pretty sure he is okay now. I dont feel like going into much detail about the weekend right now. I might later, but if you want to know something right away give me a call or email. Tim was supposed to call me about an hour ago. Well he didnt, so I am kind of ticked. I called him and he informed me that he was supposed to call me and that he couldnt talk to me because he was with a friend. He just told me that it was someone I didnt know. Then he basically said he would call me later and hung up. I probably shouldnt be so pissed about it, but I am kind of emotional right now. I am not really sure why. I have been kind of emotional the past week or so, but I have been pretty good about keep it in check. I guess sometimes it is going to get the best of me. I just want things to be figured out so I am not wondering what is going on. I want a job, I want my own place, I want to feel safe and secure. I want friends around who will like me for me. I am just not sure what to do with myself these days. The days have been going by quickly and I feel like I get nothing done. I guess I should go for now.