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Life lately has been surpisingly great. I think it's just because I've given up on caring about anything. Wow. Ignorance is bliss.
Anyway... Mike and I are COMPLETELY over, forever. He broke up with me the 23rd, then begged for me to ask for him back. But, as you could've guessed, I didn't. He said he was only doing it to teach me a lesson or some shit but I guess his plan back-fired. Hahaha. Anyway, before last night, I hadn't talked to him since early in the evening on Wednesday. He said a while bunch of bullshit, which I shall post:
TheMoo14 (10:44 PM): hello
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:45 PM): Hey.
TheMoo14 (10:45 PM): are you going to the mall friday
TheMoo14 (10:45 PM): next week
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:45 PM): If I'm allowed.
TheMoo14 (10:45 PM): ya cause i would like my stuff back
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:45 PM): Okay.
TheMoo14 (10:46 PM): and i want to give back every thing you gave me
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:46 PM): I don't want it back.
TheMoo14 (10:46 PM): ok then i will put it in the garbage
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:46 PM): Okay.
TheMoo14 (10:47 PM): i also want my dog tag
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:48 PM): Okay.
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:48 PM): Anything else?
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:48 PM): Do you just want everything?
TheMoo14 (10:49 PM): no i want though 2 things cause there of value
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:49 PM): 3...
TheMoo14 (10:49 PM): leather chain
TheMoo14 (10:49 PM): and ?
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:50 PM): Picture.
TheMoo14 (10:50 PM): ya thats too
TheMoo14 (10:52 PM): oh and there is one more thing
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:52 PM): Yes?
TheMoo14 (10:53 PM): i want nothing to do with you i do not love i do not want to be your friend i do not want to be your acuaintens i do not want to see you you do not deserve and you do not desever my pain or my tires
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:54 PM): I already figured that one out.
TheMoo14 (10:54 PM): thats nice
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:54 PM): Yes, indeed it is.
TheMoo14 (10:54 PM): i just want my stuff back and i don't want to know you ever existed
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:54 PM): Anyway, I may go Friday, if it's possible without much effort. But, if not, then you can get your shit back by yourself.
At this point I blocked him.
Then, he got on another screen name...
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:04 PM): can i finsh what i have to say
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:05 PM): No.
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:05 PM): I do not care to hear it.
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:05 PM): thats nice
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:05 PM): I know.
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:05 PM): i am glad this bothers you
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:06 PM): I'm heartbroken.
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:06 PM): *Cough*
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:06 PM): really
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:06 PM): that great don't care
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:06 PM): Then leave me alone, please.
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:07 PM): ok i just want you to know one more thing
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:07 PM): Go away.
Once again, I blocked him.
Then I received 2 e-mails from him...
i do not want to know you ever exsited in my life becuase you don't desever my thoughs this
is the last thing you will hear from me i would of told you this in person but i didn't want
to wait and let you think i gave a shit about you there will never be a place in my heart for
you i did not loose any part of my heart to you because there was never a place for you in
my heart for you i leave you now off to meet better people then you hope you have a
horrible life bye
and
oh and don't kill your self
I reponded with:
Michael,
I'm happy to hear that you're completely over me. Honest to gosh, it joys me to hear of this news. I hope you have a wonderful life without me because I swear on my life, I'll never, ever take your sorry ass back, not even when you come crawling back (again!) in a week or two. If I don't show up on Friday, your welcome to go to places I'm usually found at to see if I ever go there and hope I have your shit with me, although I probably won't. I would appreciate it if you would refrain from calling my house for the next two days. But, at least I won't have to worry about it when I move. And, I never want to see you at my new house, ever, so don't bother coming because I'll only slam the door in your face. I would also appreciate it if you would stop e-mailing me and IMing me, please. I hope you do meet better people than myself, because we all know I'm a bitch, and it's not my fault you didn't listen when I first told you. And no, I don't plan on having a horrible life, being that I've been doing great with Thomas since we've been over. And about the suicide thing... it's no concern of yours. Have fun!
Keep in mind people... I did a lot to get all of this shit! I had to go through quite a lot of shit to find this.
Oh yes... Matty and I got into another fight a couple nights ago. We made up last night. Today I decided it was better if we didn't talk.
Gosh... I love my life!
Anyway, any comments/opinions at all would be greatly appreciated.
Anyway... Mike and I are COMPLETELY over, forever. He broke up with me the 23rd, then begged for me to ask for him back. But, as you could've guessed, I didn't. He said he was only doing it to teach me a lesson or some shit but I guess his plan back-fired. Hahaha. Anyway, before last night, I hadn't talked to him since early in the evening on Wednesday. He said a while bunch of bullshit, which I shall post:
TheMoo14 (10:44 PM): hello
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:45 PM): Hey.
TheMoo14 (10:45 PM): are you going to the mall friday
TheMoo14 (10:45 PM): next week
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:45 PM): If I'm allowed.
TheMoo14 (10:45 PM): ya cause i would like my stuff back
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:45 PM): Okay.
TheMoo14 (10:46 PM): and i want to give back every thing you gave me
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:46 PM): I don't want it back.
TheMoo14 (10:46 PM): ok then i will put it in the garbage
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:46 PM): Okay.
TheMoo14 (10:47 PM): i also want my dog tag
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:48 PM): Okay.
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:48 PM): Anything else?
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:48 PM): Do you just want everything?
TheMoo14 (10:49 PM): no i want though 2 things cause there of value
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:49 PM): 3...
TheMoo14 (10:49 PM): leather chain
TheMoo14 (10:49 PM): and ?
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:50 PM): Picture.
TheMoo14 (10:50 PM): ya thats too
TheMoo14 (10:52 PM): oh and there is one more thing
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:52 PM): Yes?
TheMoo14 (10:53 PM): i want nothing to do with you i do not love i do not want to be your friend i do not want to be your acuaintens i do not want to see you you do not deserve and you do not desever my pain or my tires
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:54 PM): I already figured that one out.
TheMoo14 (10:54 PM): thats nice
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:54 PM): Yes, indeed it is.
TheMoo14 (10:54 PM): i just want my stuff back and i don't want to know you ever existed
IWouIdLoveToDie (10:54 PM): Anyway, I may go Friday, if it's possible without much effort. But, if not, then you can get your shit back by yourself.
At this point I blocked him.
Then, he got on another screen name...
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:04 PM): can i finsh what i have to say
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:05 PM): No.
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:05 PM): I do not care to hear it.
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:05 PM): thats nice
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:05 PM): I know.
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:05 PM): i am glad this bothers you
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:06 PM): I'm heartbroken.
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:06 PM): *Cough*
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:06 PM): really
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:06 PM): that great don't care
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:06 PM): Then leave me alone, please.
SweetDreamsRMOT (11:07 PM): ok i just want you to know one more thing
IWouIdLoveToDie (11:07 PM): Go away.
Once again, I blocked him.
Then I received 2 e-mails from him...
i do not want to know you ever exsited in my life becuase you don't desever my thoughs this
is the last thing you will hear from me i would of told you this in person but i didn't want
to wait and let you think i gave a shit about you there will never be a place in my heart for
you i did not loose any part of my heart to you because there was never a place for you in
my heart for you i leave you now off to meet better people then you hope you have a
horrible life bye
and
oh and don't kill your self
I reponded with:
Michael,
I'm happy to hear that you're completely over me. Honest to gosh, it joys me to hear of this news. I hope you have a wonderful life without me because I swear on my life, I'll never, ever take your sorry ass back, not even when you come crawling back (again!) in a week or two. If I don't show up on Friday, your welcome to go to places I'm usually found at to see if I ever go there and hope I have your shit with me, although I probably won't. I would appreciate it if you would refrain from calling my house for the next two days. But, at least I won't have to worry about it when I move. And, I never want to see you at my new house, ever, so don't bother coming because I'll only slam the door in your face. I would also appreciate it if you would stop e-mailing me and IMing me, please. I hope you do meet better people than myself, because we all know I'm a bitch, and it's not my fault you didn't listen when I first told you. And no, I don't plan on having a horrible life, being that I've been doing great with Thomas since we've been over. And about the suicide thing... it's no concern of yours. Have fun!
Keep in mind people... I did a lot to get all of this shit! I had to go through quite a lot of shit to find this.
Oh yes... Matty and I got into another fight a couple nights ago. We made up last night. Today I decided it was better if we didn't talk.
Gosh... I love my life!
Anyway, any comments/opinions at all would be greatly appreciated.