Aug 12, 2007 23:37
Hey Everyone! Wow its been forever since I have posted, or even BEEN on my LJ.... LOL... I guess other things have been pre occupying my time...
well, I kind of feel bad becuase I have soo many friends on LJ thats mostly Prison Break stuff, so I feel bad when I post my own personal things.. and not PB related.. so sorry all those that wanted something to do with PB....
Well.. I saw the Holiday a while ago, and when I started watching it the voice over, what it was saying was soo relevant to my life, so I took some quotes from the movie...
I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true
Shakespear said Journeys end in lovers meeting, Oh what an extrodinary thought!
Personally I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but im more then willing to beleive shakespear had.
I suppose I think about Love more then anyone really should.
I'm constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives..
It was shakespear who also said love is blind
now that is something I know to be true.
For some quite inexsplicably, love fades.
for others, Love is simply lost.
But then of course love can also be found, even if just for a night!
And then theirs another kind of love,
the cruelest kind, the one that almost kills its victims,
Its called unrequited love!
Of that, I am an Expert.
Most Love stories are about people that fall in love with each other.
But what about the rest of us, what about our stories.
Those of us who fall in love alone.
We are the victims of the one sided affair.
we are the cursed of the loved ones.
We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded, the handicap without the advantage of a great parking space
Yes, you are looking at one such individual,
and I have willing Loved that man for over 3..
miserable years the absolute worst years of my life
The worst Christmases the worst birthdays, New years Eve brought in my tears and valume,
these years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life,
all becuase I have been cursed by being in love with a man, who does not, and will not love me back
Oh gosh, just the sight of him....
Sex makes everything complicated, even when you dont have it, the not having it makes things complicated...
And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new and you'll meet people who make you
feel worthwhile again, and little peices of your soul will finally come back and all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.