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I don't know if I want someone to save me from him or from myself anymore. I don't ahve quite the words to make anyone understand how hard it is for me and yet how hard it is to leave. Those of you who have taken the time to really get to know me know that I am not the hardass I come off ass. I just wish I knew quite what to do with the scared little girl that I have become and how to get to a better place from here.....Where is that big shiny white knight and his horse when you need him?