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well .. this has officially been the roughest week of my entire life; i am s0 glad that it is finally over. school sucks, but i have to just keep reminding myself that christmas break is right around the corner. however when it gets here i know that it will fly by. for new year's we are going to north carolina for a few days over the weekend; i am so0 excited to see everybody! and we are going back to our old church that sunday, i really can't wait .. north carolina is where i belong, i don't even know why i am here anymore.
i quit the dance team .. it's an embarassment to me so why should i do it? and i officially hate powell valley; i talked to m0m about it and i think i am going to home school again next year. i can probably graduate a little early, too .. that would be great so i can go ahead and get ready for college. i told justin about it and he is very supportive..
he has been so supportive all week really; i now know that if i ever need a shoulder to cry on, he will always be there .. cause god knows how many times i have cried on his this past week. i feel bad though for always being sad; it's just for a time though and i know that he doesn't mind at all.. i ad0re him=) i could never ask for anyone better! he is the only thing keeping me happy and sane right now and i love him for it.
my grades have stayed about the same since last six weeks i think; still not doing very well in math.. but i don't really care. next semester i have a pretty hard schedule .. anatomy, spanish 3, ap history, and i have to find something else to take .. maybe coach witt's class with joshua .. i don't know yet;
i am just ready for this year to be over and for summer to be here .. every time i think about the summer i get excited. i'm going to the beach w/ my family and to wilmingt0n with meg of course to see mas0n=) and i might go somewhere with j and his family, like mexic0 .. i don't know yet where they decided. but summer is my favorite part of the year .. not just 'cause of no school but because it's hot all the time and vacations and getting a tan .. ahhh i love it!
but i am goin to go now i guess that was pretty much point less ... oh yeah to all those who left me comforting comments in the previous update, thank you so much .. it means a lot to me really ..
leave me s0me..
af & jm
i quit the dance team .. it's an embarassment to me so why should i do it? and i officially hate powell valley; i talked to m0m about it and i think i am going to home school again next year. i can probably graduate a little early, too .. that would be great so i can go ahead and get ready for college. i told justin about it and he is very supportive..
he has been so supportive all week really; i now know that if i ever need a shoulder to cry on, he will always be there .. cause god knows how many times i have cried on his this past week. i feel bad though for always being sad; it's just for a time though and i know that he doesn't mind at all.. i ad0re him=) i could never ask for anyone better! he is the only thing keeping me happy and sane right now and i love him for it.
my grades have stayed about the same since last six weeks i think; still not doing very well in math.. but i don't really care. next semester i have a pretty hard schedule .. anatomy, spanish 3, ap history, and i have to find something else to take .. maybe coach witt's class with joshua .. i don't know yet;
i am just ready for this year to be over and for summer to be here .. every time i think about the summer i get excited. i'm going to the beach w/ my family and to wilmingt0n with meg of course to see mas0n=) and i might go somewhere with j and his family, like mexic0 .. i don't know yet where they decided. but summer is my favorite part of the year .. not just 'cause of no school but because it's hot all the time and vacations and getting a tan .. ahhh i love it!
but i am goin to go now i guess that was pretty much point less ... oh yeah to all those who left me comforting comments in the previous update, thank you so much .. it means a lot to me really ..
leave me s0me..
af & jm