May 02, 2007 13:26
I don't want to leave. That simple fact has made my mom very upset and by upset I mean sad. I can't help it though. I want to stay in Tampa. I feel like everything is coming together right now and all these opprotunities have been presenting themselves now when I can't act on them. :( I was finally told that there might be an opening for a singer in a show and they wanted me to audition for one of the girls. I also met an awesome guy and now we have to put our relationship, which hasn't really had a chance to take off yet, on hiatus.
Don't get me wrong, I'm excited as hell to come home and see everyone and get to spend more than a day hanging out with them before leaving and I'm also more excited than I can adequately express in words for Italy. I just wish I didn't have to leave right now.
Countdown: 19 days.
Maxx, Ryan, Lyssa, Steph, Cammie...I miss our group hangouts more than anything else. That's what I'm most looking forward to coming home to.
I love you all and I will be home in 4 days!