2 years after gastric bypass
So I went to the doctor yesterday and informed him that I want to stop all my medications besides the ambien, and the low dose xanax. I told him after getting the bypass surgery I have to take vitamins for the rest of my life, and I'm alright with that but I want to be done dpending on and relying on pills to function on a daily basis. I feel like I'm a pretty strong girl going through everything that I've beebn through. I was supposta meet with rene' today my vocational trainer, and was really tired but after i got all ready got a phone call saying she had a family emergency and had to cancel.
I need to go grocery shopping and I wanted to do it before the stores got busy, but I really hate doing it by myself because we "cut coupons" now and yeah it makes a ten dollar difference but I reALLY have no patience at all for looking for the specific brand of shit... usually when I end up going by myself I end up fucking the coupns and just spend a good fortune...
I'M waiting on the check that I was supposta get 5 days ago thats supposta go for rent, or a new car, or a computer desk, or new clothes, or a vacation... soo many things I could spend some money on right now. I have to get my check book in order and seriously try to figure out what I want to do with my life. Life is tough man...
And I really dont feel like typing anymore.. the only reason I do it is so I can look back.. and re-read them. but i'm not going to lie this whole typing thing can go to hell since the accident. I know the more I do it the better I will be but its just so damn annoying. Keep the house clean, keep the boyfriend happy, ..blah blah, blah.. okay im done..
by the way.. Today is my 2 year anniversary of having my gastric bypass...
My highest was 331 lbs, at the time of surgery I weighed 321, and now i'm down to a very low 149 lbs.... my goal weight was 185... so to be honest with you I wouldnt mind gaining some more weight... all in all good results.. but i do wish i wouldve tried a lil harder to lose it on my own... Looking back at that surgery was difficult as fuck i'mnot going to lie, it was definitely worth it... but.... I think the only reason I say it's worth it, is becuz I went through that car accident and I'd get the surgery 10 more times over if it would mean not having to go through that car accident...
okay done for now.
I need to go grocery shopping and I wanted to do it before the stores got busy, but I really hate doing it by myself because we "cut coupons" now and yeah it makes a ten dollar difference but I reALLY have no patience at all for looking for the specific brand of shit... usually when I end up going by myself I end up fucking the coupns and just spend a good fortune...
I'M waiting on the check that I was supposta get 5 days ago thats supposta go for rent, or a new car, or a computer desk, or new clothes, or a vacation... soo many things I could spend some money on right now. I have to get my check book in order and seriously try to figure out what I want to do with my life. Life is tough man...
And I really dont feel like typing anymore.. the only reason I do it is so I can look back.. and re-read them. but i'm not going to lie this whole typing thing can go to hell since the accident. I know the more I do it the better I will be but its just so damn annoying. Keep the house clean, keep the boyfriend happy, ..blah blah, blah.. okay im done..
by the way.. Today is my 2 year anniversary of having my gastric bypass...
My highest was 331 lbs, at the time of surgery I weighed 321, and now i'm down to a very low 149 lbs.... my goal weight was 185... so to be honest with you I wouldnt mind gaining some more weight... all in all good results.. but i do wish i wouldve tried a lil harder to lose it on my own... Looking back at that surgery was difficult as fuck i'mnot going to lie, it was definitely worth it... but.... I think the only reason I say it's worth it, is becuz I went through that car accident and I'd get the surgery 10 more times over if it would mean not having to go through that car accident...
okay done for now.