Heart and Candy and...stuff.
"Come on, I'm like totally adorable." -- Patrick in "Saved!"
Damn right, you are, Pat. Damn right, you are.
So...as I'm dreaming about Patrick Fugit riding up in a white Vespa to give me a ride home, I basically decide that my feelings about Valentine's Day haven't really changed much. I mean, the major difference between this one and the other ones I consciously celebrated is the fact that I'm not single. But even then there's the indisputable fact that I won't be able to spend it with the one I love, and it sucks, but...whatever. I mean, at the end of the day, the candy will be there. Oh, sweet, sweet candy.
I got my check from the bookstore as well as my Dragon Card check. I blew most of it on long-awaited food shopping (it feels SO good to decide what to eat for dinner again.) and Valentine's day shit, but I got some more makeup and hopefully next time I'll be able to get some jewelery.
What else? Because of my apparent and mentally-induced malasise throughout the term, I have a lot of catching up to do. I don't plan on withdrawing from any more classes, so if I can scrape a D in the two classes I'm worried about, then so be it. I think that I'm probably not motivated enough in these classes, so I decided to make a big change.
I changed my major to Criminal Justice. And I'm going to keep minors in Sociology and Screenwriting. I feel as if I need a fresh start in a field that I have a genuine interest in. But this time, I'm a little scared that I'm going to screw up again, which is probably good, since every time I get a little too cocky, things tend to fall apart. I don't know. We'll have to see.
Another big thing I'm doing is moving out. Yes, it took me a bit to decide, but I have to do it. For one thing, I can't afford it anymore, and another thing being that the past two terms have been very lonely. I went through a lot of mental torment while I was there, and it certainly isn't worth the money I'm paying. So I'm going to move back home in the spring, because I think that even though I hated the rules there, I was ultimately happy. Plus, I think the constant "abuse" would keep me on my toes and help me study more.
The movie shoot is going good. I fixed my glasses so they weren't crooked and even got some makeup so I can make an attempt to look pretty and stuff. Not working, I didn't get the approval of my sister, lol. Anyway, it's not such a hectic weekend coming up, so I'll probably work on the essays I need to complete. Maybe I'll make an appointment to see a doctor too.
I think that's all I can remember. Ugh. I need some chocolate, I think I'm getting depressed again. TTFN -- Taa taa for now.
Cheers,
Briggs
Damn right, you are, Pat. Damn right, you are.
So...as I'm dreaming about Patrick Fugit riding up in a white Vespa to give me a ride home, I basically decide that my feelings about Valentine's Day haven't really changed much. I mean, the major difference between this one and the other ones I consciously celebrated is the fact that I'm not single. But even then there's the indisputable fact that I won't be able to spend it with the one I love, and it sucks, but...whatever. I mean, at the end of the day, the candy will be there. Oh, sweet, sweet candy.
I got my check from the bookstore as well as my Dragon Card check. I blew most of it on long-awaited food shopping (it feels SO good to decide what to eat for dinner again.) and Valentine's day shit, but I got some more makeup and hopefully next time I'll be able to get some jewelery.
What else? Because of my apparent and mentally-induced malasise throughout the term, I have a lot of catching up to do. I don't plan on withdrawing from any more classes, so if I can scrape a D in the two classes I'm worried about, then so be it. I think that I'm probably not motivated enough in these classes, so I decided to make a big change.
I changed my major to Criminal Justice. And I'm going to keep minors in Sociology and Screenwriting. I feel as if I need a fresh start in a field that I have a genuine interest in. But this time, I'm a little scared that I'm going to screw up again, which is probably good, since every time I get a little too cocky, things tend to fall apart. I don't know. We'll have to see.
Another big thing I'm doing is moving out. Yes, it took me a bit to decide, but I have to do it. For one thing, I can't afford it anymore, and another thing being that the past two terms have been very lonely. I went through a lot of mental torment while I was there, and it certainly isn't worth the money I'm paying. So I'm going to move back home in the spring, because I think that even though I hated the rules there, I was ultimately happy. Plus, I think the constant "abuse" would keep me on my toes and help me study more.
The movie shoot is going good. I fixed my glasses so they weren't crooked and even got some makeup so I can make an attempt to look pretty and stuff. Not working, I didn't get the approval of my sister, lol. Anyway, it's not such a hectic weekend coming up, so I'll probably work on the essays I need to complete. Maybe I'll make an appointment to see a doctor too.
I think that's all I can remember. Ugh. I need some chocolate, I think I'm getting depressed again. TTFN -- Taa taa for now.
Cheers,
Briggs