Mar 13, 2005 11:17
saturday me liz stephy and katie all went bowling it was goin so great we were having so much fun well atleast i thought we were until stephy started 2 get sad so i was being real stupid but funny and making her life so i was doin good there then i looked at liz and said u could never lie 2 me we love each other so much that not one of us could lie 2 each (not in those words but suttin like that) and then she just like walked away i didn't kno y then stephy told me it was my turn 2 bowl but i asked liz wats wrong she said we will talk bout it after i bowl so i bowled i knew suttin bad happen so i guess i was kinda mad and kinda worried so i like just bowled the ball thingy real hard and knocked all the pins down i think it got messed up 2 but im not so shure but anyways then liz went up 2 bowl she bowled and then wen she was done she told me suttin and i mean i was pissed becuz she fuckin lied 2 me bout it 4 so long but worst of all it was right in my face she kept lieing bout it so it pissed me off some more but anyways after she told me all i thought bout was y the fuck she would keep it from me 4 so fuckin long i mean yea she didn't wanna lose me but now i don't think wen she says suttin i can trust wat she says now i mean i dunno wat 2 think but i plan on workin this problem we have out but through out the night i fucking cried my eyes out so fuckin much and i dunno how much she was cring but i cried so fuckin much i started not b able 2 c like 10 feet in front of me and it was my turn 2 bowl i couldn't c 10 feet in front of me so i just looked down bowled and knocked them all down i guess the only reason that happened was becuz i was so fuckin pissed and fuckin hurt real fuckin bad but i guess it she really loves me she will stop lieing 2 me and keep tellin me the truth i haven't lied 2 her bout nuttin i told her everything even all the girls that go 2 my work and flirt wit me i tell her that just so she can't say i don't tell her everything i don't wanna hide anything from her and i wish she wouldn't hide nuttin 2 me but i guess i can only hope she won't hide nuttin from me i passed every single test and she was happy becuz no other guy has passed it but i told her once and now i will tell everyone online im not like any other guy im my own person now she can put me up against all the tests she want but i kno i will pass them becuz I LOVE HER and I DON'T WANT NO1 ELSE anyways im running outta things 2 write plus i think i wrote alot so peace
I Love You Liz So Much *My Babygirl*
Plz Don't Hurt Me
I Don't Wanna Lose You
2008 Is Gonna B Great I Can't Wait