Jun 02, 2005 17:51
sup haven't wrote in this in a long time im grounded it sux but im on my dads computer and i guess life was ok till like yesterday liz heard a bunch of bullshit and i think she kinda believed it until the person herself told her it was a HUGE LIE and now 2day went 2 school boring came home and called liz and told her i couldn't go and she got pissed and was like ITS OVER and then we hung up im not shure who called who bac but then she said we r just gonna take a break till im off grounding(2 days) which really fucking sux big monkey balls i feel kinda sick.... but i think im just gonna get off the computer since i don't got much 2 write besides i love liz so much and she don't c tat she only sees a bit but not truely how i feel 4 her its so hard 4 me 2 show her it might b in impossible but one day i will find a way 2 show her and wait on another note liz took the ring off her hand :( i hope she ends this break really soon becuz it really sux and it is hurting me alot but i don't wanna show it so i hide it inside but on here i can write it in but wen u c me u wouldn't b able 2 tell kinda only like half or so but not how much it truely hurts i feel like im dead and liz is like my heart without her i feel dead with her i feel so alive but im out don't wanna write much more peace
I Love You Liz So Much