Sad
Well, yesturday sucked. I am having some reprecussions about who i hang out with. I don't like alot of them. I can't keep on trying to make it through high school like this. I am never happy, I never have anyone to myself and everyone i know is havinng the time of their lives. Well, i'm not... i am the one to give advice, the one that people run to with their problems, the one who almost gets a boyfriend, but he will always end up ditching me for someone they think is better. I know I have a problem with people, i just havn't quite put my finger on what it is exactly. I know it all started with Wendi, and I know it has evolved into an even larger problem... I just need to know what I need cuz i don't even know what I want anymore. Maybe i want a boyfriend, maybe i don't. I don't know anymore. I'm the one on the outside looking in always. I sit around and watch people be happy, I make sure people are happy.