my return

[babyboo_101]

long time no type .. lots happened tom is the fcat florida writes , lots of homework mrs. byrum's doing great ove it .valentines day february 14 valentine's day n 5 days later makes 1 yr n 1 month yea11 ! and sometimes i feel like the dark angel of the group nowing what i do that several others don't . i should be hyped but i'm just a little apatheic .. it'll all blow through the wind . and today was my realization of why i'm so sensitive n why so much is going on because i let them build up unable 2 really say how i feel which is truly saddening . n 2 tell u the truth your first love u'll never get over only move .. further or into the wind .. i don't want that for myself i've been through this quite a # of times but i've actually progressed. n its just feels like if i wuld have done things differently maybe things wuld be different as well but u can't hinder in the past . and i don't intend 2 .and when i was talking about bestfriends i miss them the way we used to be the connection , affection the need 2 care 4 eachother n now it's all gone . friends don't let go of eachother that way n i fear the same fate will result for another one loved dearly . who i hold close n tighter by the day .
my amore' wow can i say how much i love you1 and believe in what we have n i don't doubt u for a sec , yeay i get to be i the presence of ur angelic face ... love u baby ..