"Bend My Life For You"
Anyone reading this, this isn't for you, this is all for Michael if he ever reads this but I doubt he's brave enough to even do that. First of all, you bend your life for me? I havent' seen you do anything for me. NOTHING. Don't you dare sit here thinking you did something for me because you didn't do shit! I gave things to you, you never gave me anything! I was the one calling you, I was the one doing this, doing that, what did you give me? And besides, what life are you bending? You have no fucking life. You sit in your house, about 24 hours a day, most of the year. You play no sports, you have no job, you have nothing. Your mom is doing all the hard work while you two bums sit on your asses. Then you sit and complain about how "boring" your life is. Find a way to get out or something. Me, I'm involved in many things.. I don't always have a ride, I walk. Get out and get some excercise for once. I say one thing and you think we're arguing. First of all, it wasn't arguing. I just wanted to know why. But I say something and you dump me.."We are always arguing." What the, no we aren't. I'm sorry you don't get on much anymore. You're always sleeping. I'm sorry your life is so boring that all you can do is sleep. Don't take your pent up anger out on me. Fine, you made the decision. You dumped me. That's alright. My parents don't like you anyway and plus, you probably found someone new anyway to replace me so I don't really care. Yeah, I'll cry, but that's fine, I know who loves me and who doesn't. You and Spencer are so alike.. giving up because you guys aren't willing to commit. I've always been dedicated to make you happy. I know I am moody sometimes but that doesn't mean I would give up on you. Yeah, I guess you can't keep your word anyway. I forgot, you don't know HOW to be a boyfriend because you've never GONE out with anyone because you're such a COWARD! Well, enough said, enough done, past is the past. You're no better than Nico or Justin. I forgot you guys were all in the same little group circle... so of course you guys would all be the ones to dump me. Oh well, I'll get over it. I may be alittle depressed now, but I won't let it destroy me anyway. You see why Star cheated, because you guys were no good..
Holla at a sista always,
*I don't care what you think, don't email me shit because I don't want to hear or see it. I'm done trying. Hey, I would say, "Yes Mike, I would go back out with you" if you asked but after you saying "I can't bend my life for you." I don't see it worth it anymore. It's not like you're paying my bills, washing my clothes, cooking my food, giving me any MONEY PERIOD. So I don't understand your thinking.. but right, whatever..*
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