BItches, filthy fuckin bitches
it's 2006 and i still use my fav phrase from senior year of high school. "people get on my fuckin nerves".... my best friend john would be laughin at me right now.... anyways, today "he" tried to play with my head again. it's typical of him. im so tired of it. he had me soo annoyed i couldnt even concentrate in class. to be fair tho, i never concentrate.
now im havin an awkward converstaion about "him" with my ex boyfriend. yes, this is weird. he went to go see him this past weekend. yea, i was a lil weirded out when my ex told me that he talked to him.... between the two of them, im gonna go crazy. but my ex did tell me one thing about the whole situation that made me smile. ( my other friend has the picture i gave him on his wall) i know he cares about me, he just has to make everything so difficult.
im going thru so much in my mind now that i dont even kno how i feel. i dont know how me and my ex got into the conversation we're havin but we're here... talking about ppl we have crushes on so to speak. its really weird talking to him about this. on one note, im furious, but on the other.... i dont know.... i dont know what to expect from him. i guess im still a lil sore about the whole "im not the type to date cuz i dont like to go hunting thing" i would never tell him how i feel anymore but yea, im mad. y? i dont even know how to answer that question.... and it jus makes me mad cuz everytime i try to ask him to do sumthin with me, he is hesitant about it. he drives me crazy. so we're "fighting"... i was just thinking the other day that i ahvent fought with him in a long time. i guess i jinxed it.
anywayz, i should be studying but im sooo tired of everything right now.
now im havin an awkward converstaion about "him" with my ex boyfriend. yes, this is weird. he went to go see him this past weekend. yea, i was a lil weirded out when my ex told me that he talked to him.... between the two of them, im gonna go crazy. but my ex did tell me one thing about the whole situation that made me smile. ( my other friend has the picture i gave him on his wall) i know he cares about me, he just has to make everything so difficult.
im going thru so much in my mind now that i dont even kno how i feel. i dont know how me and my ex got into the conversation we're havin but we're here... talking about ppl we have crushes on so to speak. its really weird talking to him about this. on one note, im furious, but on the other.... i dont know.... i dont know what to expect from him. i guess im still a lil sore about the whole "im not the type to date cuz i dont like to go hunting thing" i would never tell him how i feel anymore but yea, im mad. y? i dont even know how to answer that question.... and it jus makes me mad cuz everytime i try to ask him to do sumthin with me, he is hesitant about it. he drives me crazy. so we're "fighting"... i was just thinking the other day that i ahvent fought with him in a long time. i guess i jinxed it.
anywayz, i should be studying but im sooo tired of everything right now.