Random stuff
Seeing as how people read my blogs on Myspace then bitch about them, I'll show my LJ some love, and if your going to complain save it.
Maybe typing out the shit that's bugging me will help, I dunno. What ever I just feel like writing. So I'll bullet point it :-p
- All 3 of my parents make me fucking miserable, every day, all day
- Job hunt is going like shit
- I'm sick of being alone, and it's starting to scare me
- Being alone for holidays, and birthdays and stuff sucks
- I honestly think if I don't leave my house with in the next six months
I am going to snap ((or something))
- A lot of people are disapointing me
- I've reflected on a lot of different shit these past few months
- I've found relying on my music helps
- Some times it brings up bad memories
- Some times (alot) it makes me cry
- I miss my family in Cali
- I thought about leaving every thing and moving there, but said no
- I don't see Jer enough and it kills me
- I am sick and tired of the constant financial problems I deal with
and there not even my problems
- I've never felt this violent, ever
- Drama sucks
- School...whooole situation
- I really do need some one to commit in my life
- I miss being happy
- It makes me laugh when my failure parents think they know so much
- Trust me, there wrong
Writing all this is making me think about it all...ugh.
So if ya read it, thanks. If not, I could care less.
Writing has helped so, mission accomplished, now to work on all the shit up there...
~>jEn*
Maybe typing out the shit that's bugging me will help, I dunno. What ever I just feel like writing. So I'll bullet point it :-p
- All 3 of my parents make me fucking miserable, every day, all day
- Job hunt is going like shit
- I'm sick of being alone, and it's starting to scare me
- Being alone for holidays, and birthdays and stuff sucks
- I honestly think if I don't leave my house with in the next six months
I am going to snap ((or something))
- A lot of people are disapointing me
- I've reflected on a lot of different shit these past few months
- I've found relying on my music helps
- Some times it brings up bad memories
- Some times (alot) it makes me cry
- I miss my family in Cali
- I thought about leaving every thing and moving there, but said no
- I don't see Jer enough and it kills me
- I am sick and tired of the constant financial problems I deal with
and there not even my problems
- I've never felt this violent, ever
- Drama sucks
- School...whooole situation
- I really do need some one to commit in my life
- I miss being happy
- It makes me laugh when my failure parents think they know so much
- Trust me, there wrong
Writing all this is making me think about it all...ugh.
So if ya read it, thanks. If not, I could care less.
Writing has helped so, mission accomplished, now to work on all the shit up there...
~>jEn*