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'Course the weather changes ((even just a slight one)) as soon as I have to go back to school. Oh well. My last day of class is the 26th ((thank you Jesus, or George, who ever reads this first! lol))
Been talking to some people lately and amongst problems they have come to me with I have looked at me and realized that, I have been to busy to stop and think about that I want. Don't get me wrong, I will drop my entire world for my friends any day any time, it's just. It sucks that I am so preoccupied with things that I don't know what I want. Do I want a relationship or not? Do I have time? Can I deal with hanging out with people, and do the whole "trial and error" thing? I don't know and I am tired of people coming and going and not knowing what they want but talking and acting like they do.
Hell I am confused as shit right now and with the summer coming soon all I will have to do is work and then I can do what I want at night and on the weekends. So, with all this free time I will have on my hands I will finally be able to sit down and take a lil look at my life and see what my options are with every and any thing. The thing I am worried about is the pain that I might...will go through making all of the decisions. GrRr, leave love! <3
~>jEn*
Been talking to some people lately and amongst problems they have come to me with I have looked at me and realized that, I have been to busy to stop and think about that I want. Don't get me wrong, I will drop my entire world for my friends any day any time, it's just. It sucks that I am so preoccupied with things that I don't know what I want. Do I want a relationship or not? Do I have time? Can I deal with hanging out with people, and do the whole "trial and error" thing? I don't know and I am tired of people coming and going and not knowing what they want but talking and acting like they do.
Hell I am confused as shit right now and with the summer coming soon all I will have to do is work and then I can do what I want at night and on the weekends. So, with all this free time I will have on my hands I will finally be able to sit down and take a lil look at my life and see what my options are with every and any thing. The thing I am worried about is the pain that I might...will go through making all of the decisions. GrRr, leave love! <3
~>jEn*