there is so much beauty in awkwardness

Jul 15, 2005 03:28

due to exorbitant cigarette prices, i have begun rolling my own and it's killing my throat. luckily i have some vanilla almond tea at my disposal. it was introduced to me in dayton and refered to as pancake tea. i suppose it kinda tastes like pancakes.

i was just watching curb your enthusiasm and they were playing scatagories. man, i really wanna play scatagories. it's been a while. it reminded me of the time that the letter was G and the catagory was "electrical object" or something electrical and matt wrote "gunrack".
fucking gunrack?
gunracks don't have electrical plugs.

i've hung out with matt the past couple of days. matt's really good for me. good for my well being. he helps remind me of who i am when i lose myself.

ok, so holy crap. i read through some past entries. the manic side of manic depression made me reaaaaaaaaaally fucking egotistical. i'm not so comfortable with that level of self-absorbtion at this point. yet another indication of the lack of balence in my life.

totally fucking topsy turvy.

but i do feel more like a human being lately.

i am ridiculously overzealously uncontainably excited for the new harry potter book. comes out at midnight. i think i might devour it in a matter of days.
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