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So I got home from the gym and i found out my sister was accepted into Keene State University. It was her first choice so that just awesome!! Life just feels so wierd right now. I don't feel like i have many close friends, I know that sounds selfish, and i guess its true, but i mean i feel distant from some of my old friends and it sucks. I feel that a lot of people don't like me, and I hate the fact that i don't act like myself at school.. Its scary cuz i really don't know what myself is. I mean does anyone trully know what they're like. You've always got the two identities, Possibly more. The true you and the you that your friends and others know. The true you is the person that only you really know, you can't explain to anyone else and its hard, I mean can you really share to someone your true self. Then there's this other side, the side where everyone else knows you as. Its the mask of the hidden you. If that makes any sense. I don't know i'm just through out thoughts here peoples. Got any say. Feel free to respond to it.