Holy Crap....I have something to write
Well, it's only been a few months, but I finally have something to write about. Well lots of stuff actually...so here goes.
1. I quit the shit ass job at the movie theater. Yay! I'm free of that hell, unfortunately I no longer have that income and my hours at Sears suck ass...for instance, I only have 10 this next week. Anybody know of a good place to work...preferably waitressing that's hiring?
2. I'm moving to LA in September. Hopefully I can save enough money before then, otherwise, I'm gonna be like my brothers and ask mommy and daddy for money. Probably for a car. But when I went in January I liked it out there.
3. Samantha, my ever so adorable goddaughter is well...adorable. She fell asleep on me twice today and seems to follow me wherever I am in the house. Serious cuteness.
4. Still single. I know...aren't I always. Weirdness though I have two people telling me they have guys who would be "perfect" for me. The first one is the brother of my friends ex. The other is a friend of my cousin. The latter I wrote to, but he stopped writing me back, apparently it was cause he didn't want to get hurt by another girl telling him "you're a great guy, but we should be friends". Okay...since when am I like that?
5. Steve quit his band. A LOT of shit went down. Needless to say, even if I thought a certain member was attractive, I lost all respect for him once he stood by his bandmate. Plus alcoholic...not a good thing.
6. The two people I rely on most in Findlay have abandoned me. Renee moved up to Joy's house to be Samantha's permenant babysitter. Nate moved to Chicago. So life sucks.
7. Still no NHL. DAMNNIT!!!!!!!
8. I'm crying at stupid stuff for no reason. I think it is just the whole growing up and moving on thing. Most of the crying is cause of that. I realize I won't have my support system anymore. And as much as I say I don't want a guy because I'm afraid I won't want to move to California, I think having one would make the trip easier. Cause even if I feel alone out there, I will know there is someone back here. I mean I will go into the relationship knowing that if he's not wanting to move to Cali, then there is no point. Hangout-Makeout works right? Besides then everyone can get off my back about how I am around guys. Like today when Samantha was asleep on me and one of my aunts came in she said "you should have one of you're own". Thanks but not ready.
9. Yeah, so for the first time EVER I got pulled over today. Reason's i'm pissed off....I went one way home from Joy's house rather than take the turnpike and save myself "75 cents". Well I was busy holding a lilac bush in the car making sure it didnt fall over. Didn't know it was 55mph. Was going 70. If it was a regular Memorial Day weekend, I would've been getting shit faced with my brothers and their 30 yr old friends and their wives. Oh...and since it was 15 over, I couldn't get off with a warning. Eventough I have NEVER been pulled over. That's total shit. I have a clean driving record. Until now. Which I can't really afford the ticket cause of having no hours at work. Thank you Sears for screwing me over royally on hours.
10. I'm trying to stop swearing. So I'm starting a swear jar. Needless to say the swearing from the anger at the ticket will not count cause...well it doesn't.
In closing...I promise the next one won't be so far away.
1. I quit the shit ass job at the movie theater. Yay! I'm free of that hell, unfortunately I no longer have that income and my hours at Sears suck ass...for instance, I only have 10 this next week. Anybody know of a good place to work...preferably waitressing that's hiring?
2. I'm moving to LA in September. Hopefully I can save enough money before then, otherwise, I'm gonna be like my brothers and ask mommy and daddy for money. Probably for a car. But when I went in January I liked it out there.
3. Samantha, my ever so adorable goddaughter is well...adorable. She fell asleep on me twice today and seems to follow me wherever I am in the house. Serious cuteness.
4. Still single. I know...aren't I always. Weirdness though I have two people telling me they have guys who would be "perfect" for me. The first one is the brother of my friends ex. The other is a friend of my cousin. The latter I wrote to, but he stopped writing me back, apparently it was cause he didn't want to get hurt by another girl telling him "you're a great guy, but we should be friends". Okay...since when am I like that?
5. Steve quit his band. A LOT of shit went down. Needless to say, even if I thought a certain member was attractive, I lost all respect for him once he stood by his bandmate. Plus alcoholic...not a good thing.
6. The two people I rely on most in Findlay have abandoned me. Renee moved up to Joy's house to be Samantha's permenant babysitter. Nate moved to Chicago. So life sucks.
7. Still no NHL. DAMNNIT!!!!!!!
8. I'm crying at stupid stuff for no reason. I think it is just the whole growing up and moving on thing. Most of the crying is cause of that. I realize I won't have my support system anymore. And as much as I say I don't want a guy because I'm afraid I won't want to move to California, I think having one would make the trip easier. Cause even if I feel alone out there, I will know there is someone back here. I mean I will go into the relationship knowing that if he's not wanting to move to Cali, then there is no point. Hangout-Makeout works right? Besides then everyone can get off my back about how I am around guys. Like today when Samantha was asleep on me and one of my aunts came in she said "you should have one of you're own". Thanks but not ready.
9. Yeah, so for the first time EVER I got pulled over today. Reason's i'm pissed off....I went one way home from Joy's house rather than take the turnpike and save myself "75 cents". Well I was busy holding a lilac bush in the car making sure it didnt fall over. Didn't know it was 55mph. Was going 70. If it was a regular Memorial Day weekend, I would've been getting shit faced with my brothers and their 30 yr old friends and their wives. Oh...and since it was 15 over, I couldn't get off with a warning. Eventough I have NEVER been pulled over. That's total shit. I have a clean driving record. Until now. Which I can't really afford the ticket cause of having no hours at work. Thank you Sears for screwing me over royally on hours.
10. I'm trying to stop swearing. So I'm starting a swear jar. Needless to say the swearing from the anger at the ticket will not count cause...well it doesn't.
In closing...I promise the next one won't be so far away.