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Well today was basically gay… I woke up around 9:30 did nothing… Took a shower around 10:30 thinking I would get ready quick go get my check and gas then go to Darin’s to hang out… So after I got my check and got gas I stopped at my moms work to drop off money for my car insurance. Then went to Darin’s. I got there and Travis was drawing a picture of me. Funny… wicked funny. Then talked to Darin and he didn’t really seem like he wanted me there so I left it was only like 12ish so I came home ate lunch then hung around… got bills together and college stuff then went to work at like 3:30ish.. Work wasn’t that bad… John called in so I had to do all his shit, then I came home. Waited for mom to get home from the hospital. (Visiting my Grandma, I never wrote about her, but she had a heart attack a few weeks ago and triple bypass surgery, but is doing much better now) then talked to her about my life and shit… Now I’m sitting here watching True life about body building and shit, because I yeah I HAVE NO LIFE… Maybe Ill spend the night at Darin’s tomorrow night or something. I don’t know. If he wants me to, again who knows. I might just stay home and lay low…
Anyways…
I have NO idea what I am suppose to do with the rest of my life… I want to go to the Onondaga school of therapeutic massage, but I’m not old enough, so I was thinking about going to JCC for business or something but I don’t want to… I know I wont do good because I don’t want to. I could go to finger lakes, but I don’t really want to go that far. I’m not afraid of leaving, but I’m not ready to leave everything and EVERYONE. If I go to Onondaga then Sarah and I might live together but I don’t know. Darin and I were talking and he is moving to Arizona for something. I don’t know. But he thinks he is moving out soon like… real real soon and I would love him to but I don’t think it is going to happen. I would like to “move in” with him and live happily but … it takes money… lots of money and that neither of us have. Someday……. Everything will happened SOMEDAY