Still Jobless
Yestaday I got a postcard from the Hilton telling me I didn't get a job I don't know why I bother its becoming sort of hopeless i have turned in many apps and have gotten nowhere its just not fair am I going t ospend the rest of mylife sitting at home doing nothing but watrching tv and chatting on line is this what i am suposse to do or was working at weis what i was to do and i ruined that and this is my punishment sitting at home going crazy just doing things for my dad and basicly being lazy man i wish I could go back in time and change it i would be at work right now with a pay check in my pocket I really need a job I just feel so worthless right now I hate this and everyone keeps telling me you will get a job and everytime I apply and hear nothing that crushes me even more i just don't know what to do anymore I mis weis well actually the people there Roger, Randy, Mamie,Bonnie,Jose Shane and Chris just to name a few I miss it all even Mel I need to get back into the swing of things I hate feling useless