Dec 24, 2004 22:58
hey almost that time !! im just sitting here cant sleep just finished reading the most sadest book ever that dan made me read wicked good but o man it makes u cry so i cane down staris once i was done with that and mike was on and i feel so bad cause he just got married not to long ago and this is him and his wifes frist christmas together but theyer not together cause hes stationed in korea with the army and hes so sad right now he told me how christmas was depreessing over there cause its not liek christmas at all and i told him about dan and stuff and i think he like summed everything up in a sentence "its amazing how much of an impact someone can make on you"and thats exactly it. im really lucky to have that person that i know is gonna love me no matter what and not break me heart into 50 billion pieces. to bad hes working right now :o/ according to him he needs to in case santa crashes his sleigh and he needs to save him beng and EMT and stuff yea i thought that was a cute thing to say made me smile . i ahd the worst headache ever earlyer i think its the whole holiday stress thing and i didnt get to cuddel today so thats another reason but its better now a little. talked to billy today he thinks his dad might be dead or tht his mommy doesnt even know who his dad is i feel so bad for him thats such a bad thing to hadffta deal with but i hope ashley gives him a good christmas like i did last year he needs it.I hope no one got dan the presnt i did ill be so upset if he gets two of em cause hes liek hard to shop for and ive been worried all day someone else go it for him almost done becca present i didnt think that fricint thing would take me this long but shell be in fl after christmas the stupied bitch :o)(just kidding hunnie i love u ) so she wont need it there A: because its hot and B: cause she has sean to warm her up lol ok time to try the sweetie pie again maybe he'll pick up :O) happy xmas eve