Feb 01, 2005 05:49
Wow, Feburary first, this years flying by. I haven't been on in a while, but its all good.. Ill update everybody.
Okay, SweetHeart Swirl: In two weeks, goin shoppin for dresses this weekend? hm, gotta figure that one out for sure- Well everything has been alright, I've been pretty busy, but thats the way things are.. and it works for me. Tonight I have guitar lessons.. practice makes perfect, or so they say, who is they anyways? Always wondered that..haha.
And so I was thinking.. about the friends i have and hang out with, and it really used to bug me becuase for certain reasons I can't even think of what they were_ rite now, and i don't. lately it's just been great, becuase I guess i've just realised that who i am as a somebody, is all i ever need to be, i don't need to try and be perfect,, even though it's one of my habbits to strive for perfection- lately i haven't cared, and i really still don't. I used to try Too hard, and be too hard on myself, and i just always was that way- but to b honest, it doesn't even bother me- and i dont even care about being somebody im not cuz thats just stupid, and the ppl who like me can be friends with me and the ones who don't i dont care.
So yes, I am happy rite now, haha.
sry that took forever for me to try to explain..
School, Its going alrite we are spose to get report cards pretty soon which should be quite amusing since i sorta well, lets just say didnt do 2 great on my last math test lol, well never fails huh? Anyways this weekend im not sure wut im gonna do yet, but it will b kewl, im sure ha.
thinking of a good name for a band.. any ideas? lemme know, Pwez&thankz luv, me.
Latest Idea: 4th Road ( i thought of that one but personally i think its kinda ah so-so, SOo if anybody can think of something better let me know!,
Well I'm out Luv U guys! -renee