Graduation

May 17, 2004 21:45

yep it finally happened, I graduated on Saturday. I am no longer a student at Titusville High School and I already miss it. I cannot believe that I won't see most of the awesome people that I got to know and love these past 4 years. I am already looking forward to the c/o 2004 reunions years down the road. I never talk to most of the awesome people outside of school, therefore I won't ever get a chance to see them before I leave. I wish everything turned out differently, but I have to live with how it is. Even though I live 2 minutes away from Amanda, I will probably never get to see her before I leave for FSU. And Melanie lives about 5 minutes away and I probably won't see her either. I wish I could spend some time with all of the people I actually like before I leave. Sara, Nicole, Ally, Ashley, Jen, Tia, Sam, Amanda, Melanie, Rosanne, Brett, Jessica, Danalee, Brittany, Stephanie, Brandon, Josh, and Jamie (and I'm sure there are more that I forgot to mention). I will miss everyone so much, more than you'll ever know. Of course, the transition to college won't be as difficult because I'll have cool people around me (Katie, Joanna, Ilea, etc.), but it will still be hard.
Graduation was exciting and sad at the same time. I have to move on, but I don't feel like I'm ready to yet. Am I supposed to feel older and more mature now that I have a diploma? I'm scared, I don't want to move on yet. I don't want to leave the security of high school. I sat next to Mr. Redlien and I talked to him the entire "commencement ceremony". I'm going to miss a lot of my teachers. I'm going to miss THS in general.
Project Graduation was a lot better than I thought it would be. I got to moon walk and box Katie. Oh boy that was awesome! I won a damn duffelbag, how gay is that?! oh well. And I played bingo and foosball junk (WE WON!) oh and DDR. yep I'm definitely buying that game, I'll have something to do at college. It was fun, not to mention good exercise.
I can't believe it's all over, it seems like my 4 years in high school went by in a year or 2. The great times (notice I didn't say good) definitely outweighed the bad times. If I could change one thing I would've hung out with friends more.
I have to move on as much as I hate it. Now it's time to discover what else is out there for me. Wish me luck!
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