Dont feel compel to read..... Its just me rambling!
So, just when i thought things were right with the world, things got turned upside down, yet again! Geez! My life just started sucking within this past month. Got some tragic news from chris last night, it made me devistated, but i know what to do..... I need to grow up and quick. I am really super not ready to be a grown up, i've never had to do anything for myself. I'm the baby of the family.... and now i'm growing up the fastest. I should have 4 more years to goof off do nothing, and just have fun.... Jim had until he was almost 22..... and then he CHOSE to grow up. If i want the rest of my life to be happy, i have to grow up. Gosh! I dont know what i'm going to do??!!??I mean, i've never had to cook for my self, do my own laundry,make my own money, or even clean for my self! Gosh I am so ready not to be a grown up!!!!!!