i have many memories....

[babyblackeye]

but i'm not sure how to make them visible on livejournal.

the scariest thing that has ever happened to me happened last night. i took mia swimming and we swam together for a while. then we got out and i got dressed but she still wanted to stand on the step in the hot tub so i sat up on the deck and watched her. i was also reading a book. all of a sudden i hear a loud splash and look up and mia is in the spa, vertical, just her hair is above the surface. i ran over there and jumped in (clothes on) and pulled her out. she threw up some water and her lips were purple. it took me a good ten seconds to get to her because my parents have a massive pool area. when i saw her at first i started yelling her name and she had flipped over on her back but just her eyes were above the surface and she was staring at me running over to her with so much fear in her eyes. i will never forget it. it changed me. i still shake and almost throw up when i think about it. from now on, i am poolside with her no matter what. this place would not be the same without an amazing girl like her existing in it.

i guess i won't be getting mother of the year.