Feb 04, 2005 17:06
Life is goin pretty goo I think. There are a few people that I am worried about though. I don't wanna say any names, but I will be talking to you in the near future! I sit here and think about you guys all of the time...Its just that I am really worried about you guys. I sit here and I wounder if you are ok. I never really know if you are and it always seems that your lif is always together. You always know the answers to things. Every question that I ask you. you can always answer. It hurts me to look at you some of the times b/c I know whats going on and not many people do. I wish that you would be able to see how nice you are, how much people really care for you, how pretty you really truely are! I really do wish that you could only see! I wish that I could just open up your eyes. Your life may be hard...and it maybe stressful...but everyones is! Everyone has thier own problems. I know that yours may be really stressful b/c of the kind of person you are but still, I need you to open up you eyes and look around you! Just look and see the people that are around you....see how much they really do care and how much thay really do want you the was you are. No more doing what you've been doing to yourself its not fair for you and its not fair for the freinds that car about you to see you doing this to yourself! I can't stress it enough that I need you here in my life. If I didn't see on an eeryday mbasis I know that my life would be dramatically different. NOT ALWAYS IN A GOOD WAY EITHER!! I hope everything works out and that you aren't inflicting certian painful things to yourself anymore. I love you!!
~Amy Lynn~
P.S. It really sux having to get up early tomorrow....deffentaly b/c it is Saturday. I have to perform at Lake Orion High Schooll...I hope that I make it to states this year...That would be so awesome and my mom would be so proud of me!!!