STUCK!!!

[babybird_a]

Why is this so hard? How can love sometimes cause you so much pain? Theres someone I love...and the relationship has caused me more stress than anything and I don't know what to do. If he doesn't leave my house in two days hes not allowed to see hie family andmore...and if he does leave he wont ever be allowed to see me agin...This sux so much...I don't know what to do. I don't want to stand in the way of his family. I wanna be there for him and I want him to also have his family.....and I don't want it to be my faullt b/c he loves his family so much. If he chooses to stay then I will have this weight on my shoulders talling me its not fair that he stayed just for me. I wanna work things out with his parents! I don't understand why they don't like me....I don't think that I ever gave them a reason to hate me. I always thought I was nice and responsiable but theres something there that they just don't like and I can't figure out what it is. I mean I not big into drugs....I don't drink that often.....I don't know... I am so stuck.
~Amy Lynn~