Fuck It!!

[babybird_a]

I can sit here and tell you its all your fault and yet you would be blinded by the words. It seems that every time I try things just get worse. You treat me worse and worse everyday now. If I told you how much you hurt me you wouldn't even beileve me, or let alone take me seriously. I can't sit here anymore and pretend that I am happy. You

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[__beautifulsin]

i really hope its not me
because i love you lots
and the last thing i want is for you to be sad
i love you!!!!!

[babybird_a]

No its not you....I could never be mad at you!!! I love you too much!! Sorry I didn't call you back the other night...I was so tired when I got done fil,ming that I went to bed.
~Amy Lynn~

[__beautifulsin]

phew!!
i was worried!!!
i love you so much more!!!!!!!!!!!!
its ok you didnt call me, i just wanted to see if you wanted to go to TNL.
Hey toots, do you want to hang out saturday, and go to jammas and watch some bands??
if not then we can just chill at your house or mine.
call me hun!!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

[babybird_a]

I love you too!!! I will call you later

[babybird_a]

I know I am always busy when you call...and I am sorry...I wanted to tell you that I think of you everyday and I miss you all the time....I am reall busy with school and helpin my mom out and doing things with Shawn....But the soonest I can I am all yours!!! I was thinking that sometime this week we should hangout....I have no plans with anyone yet.....I can do something this Friday if you can too.....I hope to hear from you soon....I love you Holly!!!!!

[__beautifulsin]

YES
CALL ME AS SOON AS YOU CAN HANG OUT
I MISS YOU!!!

[babybird_a]

I MISS YOU TOO...BUT DO YOU THINK YOU COULD HANG OUT ON FRIDAY????

[__beautifulsin]

OF COURSE I CAN!!!!

[babybird_a]

of course.....I already asked my mom if you could come over to my house and she said yes you could....so I have a plan to hang out with you and it is not changing at all!!!! I promise
~Amy Lynn~

[__beautifulsin]

well i`m being admitted into the hospital tonight
PLEASE COME VISIT ME!
i`m at saint joes
please!!!

[babybird_a]

I am sorry that I couldn't some and vist it you...but I hope everythings alraight...I love you and if you need me just call ok!!